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Sunday, November 12, 2006


moving on.
yeah, so that little exploration into my past was fun, its nice to just vent, let out all your internal pains and beliefs into some vitriolic rant and let a bunch of online friends read about your horrible failures in human relations.

but that is all in the past, i'd like to discuss it further with the people that know the problem better, since they do read my posts every once in a while, i suppose if they never do it won't really effect my life in the long run, being as i've fallen in love, and i'm over my previous feelings, i'd like to have Dafina as a friend, but i've sorta been forced to get over her, being as she decided not to talk to me in so long. and being my paranoid nature i always think that it has some higher on deeper meaning than just loosing touch. a guy once said that paranioa is simply the human inability to accept that things are that simple. it very well may be that she lost touch, that she neither strongly liked or disliked me, and maybe only spoke to me because i was so enamored with her, she could have been pitying me. i also like to think maybe she saw that i would be stuck on her as long as she was around, and that i would never have a sucessful relationship while she was around, so she left so i could devote myself completly to my beloved, and in that case i'd like to thank her for all she did, for rejecting me and breaking me, turning me into such a pathetic broken miserable shit that Bev upon first meeting me pitied me so much, and found me so pathetic and cute that she couldn't help falling in love woith me, and for being there just enough that i could have a slight crush that my lover found cute, and for eventually leaving me and causing me to confide in my lover, and leaving me with no distraction from my beloved, i have to thank Dafina for all she did for me.

but the whole point of this post was to move on, and i am quite obviously dwelling, so lets move on. i'm really getting back into the PS2 game "Monster Hunter" except now it just got drastically harder, i went from missionsw i could easily ace to missions now where i'm getting my ass kicked on every one, so i have to get better weapons, except the only one i can get looks really stupid, so i don't know what to do, i don't think i can kill the new enemies with the weapon i have now, so i really don't know what to do, i guess i could try buying the gun weapon and trying with that, but then i'd have to get all new equipment. i really wanna get farther in the game, but at this point it seems like things are going to get a lot harder.
i think now i'm supposed to use traps and weapons and all that fun stuff, but i already run out of inventory space, now i have to carry all the dsupplies too?
sometimes these games are really bullshit
but this one seems like it could be worth it, if i put forth the effort.
now i thionk i should buy the stratedgy guide, that might assist me in seeing what weapons look like, and the correct ways to concur my enemies.
damn overly complicated game!.

well even though nobody asked for it i'm going to talk a bit about Destiny.
well this time around Shinn had to take out some huge weapon-type object, but to get there he had to fly through some long underground tunnel in the "Core-Splendor" its funny to hear Shinn string together exclamations of frustration, most of which were unintentionally funny, i mean i'm sure Van Flyheight, i mean Matthew Erickson is trying his hardest, but he really isn't doing too good in this role. but i do like the image of the people that the crew of the Minerva were fighting so hard to protect turned out to be dangerous insurgents, who ruthlessly execute captured soldiers, or beat them to death with blunt objects, and here is Shinn going "I'm so psyched i completed that mission!" it was pretty awesome to see Shinn killing other Suits with those imatation Progressive knives, and being as he had no projectile weapons left, threw an exploding mobile Suit at the enemy weapon to destroy it.
also i liked seeing Athrun easily destroy the Earth Force's Mobile Armor.
so far Destiny is looking great!

well i've still got work to do
so time to wrap it up!

-Quote-

here is my summary of the first season of Gundam SEED

Athrun: KIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kira: ATHRUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Both: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

x100

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!

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