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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Friday, November 24, 2006
Back-ness
yep
so here comes another full post
i'm glad so many of you watched the videos and read the story
its really nice of you
must be some sort of Thanksgiving Day miracle
i'll try to pm all of you who liked it
i'll send one pm like "will you please read my story, i'm sending chapter 2, you can delete it if you want, just tell me and i won't send you the rest."
also i'm done with ch.19, i just have to send it over to my lover for the first read, i was going to start on 20 tonight but i'm going through another health crisis, [can run across funiture, put my ankles to my ears, my feet on my chest and my face on the floor but i can't touch my toes, i'm getting better, but i really want to be more flexible] yeah, and being as my physical conditioning is so gappy i want to even it out, get strong, faster, better, all that good shit. its mostly due to bev teasing me, it really doesn't help with the whole "body crisis" thing, she's a girl, she should understand the whole "I'M FAT *whine*" situatiuon, but oh well, its not like it hurts, its just kind of annoying like "i will touch my toes, put my head between my thighs and tell her to shut the fuck up kinda way" i'm just annoyed, i still love her with all my heart, to the point of comic absurdity, like usual, yeah i'm just being pissy, guys have a constant amount of hormones, so i have perpetual PMS.
i realize i am strikingly feminine, i mean i'm a real puss. i take everything personally, i think everything is an offense at me. i love my brother, well, like a brother, but today he really hurt my feelings a lot, i kinda came close to crying. like when he was mocking my weenie dog, i guess he doesn't realize that half the time Penel is my only confidant, i had her before Bev, and i can cuddle with her to feel better during the majority of the day i'm not one the phone with my love. so yeah, it deeply hurt me that he said those things, but i feel like such a whiny little shit saying anything, so i just bear it, then confess it on my little blog. yeah, then me, my mom and him were watching "what not to wear" and the two of them agreed on everything, most of the time a descenting opinion from mine, and it seemed they made no effort to not make me feel really stupid. yeah, then when it was time to watch what i wanted to watch, my bro got ready to go home, and i felt like it was my fault, he told me he was just tired, and that fixed things, but in the mean time [about 45 minutes while he was getting ready, my mom left and the talked in the kitchen while he got ready] i felt alienated and alone. then he left and i called my lover, byut she was busy with dinner, so once again i was alone. my mom stayed up with me, but i was still so heart broken and lonely, later my love called me back and i was so happy [clingy girlfriend, cept i'm a guy] so yeah, i've spend a day sacting like a little girl during that special time, taking offense to everything, being pissy and inwardly hurt. then i spend and hour anfd fifteen minutes with my love, the last twenty me being pissy cuz i'm in bad physical shape. i mean my body is good, but i'm not good at using it sometimes. and i'm still not happy with my chest and ass, my ass seems to be shrinking, but i still hate my chest. i really need to either fix or become comfortable with my body, well at least i know in about 2.5-3 years i'll have my love in person to comfort me, but i guess in the mean time its all pissiness and occassionally acting on my complaints.
i am a girl, i complain i'm fat, so i chow down on cookie dough and ice cream.
oh well, its cute when Bev does it.
i'm glad Bev loves me for who i am, a guy with all the best and worst parts of a girl.
i'm wierd
luckily she loves mre for that.
i'm thankful for my lover
because she brings me hope,
and life.
-Quote-
Me: I hate my ass!
Bev: Damn, you are like a girl... Hot!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!
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