myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Saturday, December 2, 2006

Inspiration to those worse off than myself
yeah today was not exactly a great day for me

yeah, see Michigan weather is not really a thing of up-lifting inspiration.
by the time i left school today it had been raining for like 52 hours, and there had been no sun in that time either, so it was like this Alaskan winter of perpetual misery and cold. i've never been this cold in my life, as i was today walking with Stacy, see when i was walking home that day the school got evac'd and i was walking in like hip-deep snow, for five miles in the snow and i was wearing my hoody, i wasn't cold one bit! it kept me nice and warm, which was kinda wierd being as my jeans were pretty wet, but i was warm and nice feeling, but today i was so fucking cold!!! i mean the wind was blowing right through my hoody it felt like, i could actually hear myself breathing hard because how cold i was, its kinda scary when you hear that, it makes you feel really cold, and really out of breath, being as you are getting winded on a leisurely walk.

but in any case i really hope there is sun tomorrow, i need light i wanna draw.

i've really been improving in drawing lately, i know that i am still, as my bneloved, ever-so-sweet Beverly pointed out an "okay" artist, i feel like i'm great. because before, honest to God i was disgusted by my work, i used to spend hours, HOURS, on a drawing, then at the end the sight of its pure suck revolted me to the point that i would destroy it emmeadiatly, now, being as my art is tolerable i feel a certain sense of satisfaction that i don't like at my art like its some sort of a hommunculis, i feel like Asuka "look people, you can tolerate me now, you don't have to be ashamed of me anymore."

but yeah, i like my stuff now, and i'm getting better at accepting my amount of talent, because the people i compare myself to are actually devoted to the craft, i'm a fair weather artist, and a ameateur writer, though i do seem to have more talent in the latter, not as much as sempai or my continual critic, but i think i'm pretty damn good, my peers think my work is great, the are fuckin amazed by my writing, course they think i have artistic talent too, so possibly their judgment can be questioned.

speaking of my critic it appears i stepped over the line with him. see thats when i know i went wrong, when i offend a person who is usually more offensive than me. i thought i was getting into the spirit of his writing, but i guess i said a bit too much.
oh well, i found my comment quite amusing, and being as he is more sarcastic than i his statement could have been a joke.

well at the beginning of this post i was pretty unhappy, i was all "where do i belong!?!!!" but now, being as my beloved called me mid post i feel a lot happier

i asked her before, that past being a boyfriend, what am i really good at, and she couldn't come up with anything [she knows me as well as i do i guess] but she told me that for a person that is a virgin to the whole girlfriend thing [well i'm a virgin literally] so that i understand women in general, and her espeacially, and that i can make her feel so good, that is a talent.

basically i see myself as a testament to wasted potential.
and that personally, i'm a wonderful person, but societally i'm worth nothing.
oh well, i guess i'd rather be a good-for-nothing and come home to a wife that is madly in love with her perfect husband than to be perfect to my boss but not my babe.

-Quote-

on my way to first hour i slipped in water and just got floored right outside the door, and being as the bell was still ringing i stuck my arm into the classroom and said "i'm not late." then i got into the class room and played the crowd, laughing with them about what a adorably cocky klutz i am and bev had this to say:

Bev: I wish i had been there...

Me: so you could mock me?

Bev: No... cuz, well if i saw you do something like that... i'd... fall in love with you all over again...

me: Huh?

Bev: that you can do something so stupid and embarassing, but get up and play it off being all cocky, and come out on top... thats really hot!

please visit Bev's site [Yoshima]
and read AP [pm me]

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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