myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, December 11, 2006

Continous insanity.
well, it seems that i've found a hole that i can get stuck in as far as ranking goes, it seems i'm doomed to forever be on page 6, i'm number 272-274 forever! oh well, i can't really tell how to become uber-succsessful on this site, maybe it involves small posts that don't involve offensive, silly and pointless posts. or maybe its that i visit less and less, maybe if i got on a little more i could boost my ranking, but in that case i'd have to slight my love, being as now she wants to go to sleep at the same time as me, and somehow even though i have a 3 hour head-start my lover gets tired before me, so that basically means that i have a little less time now. if only my damn father would get his computer fixed i could visit on those days too, but noooooooooooooooooooooo, he's gotta just leave it all unfixed, if my damn brother had to use it he'd fix it, but he has a laptop, that i can't use, so that little plan is ruined, i suppose i could learn to fix the computer, but that require my brother teaching me, which would take more time than him actually fixing it, so i doubt that will be happening.

but in any case thats just a side-matter, i've goyt better things to inceasantly rant about. like being a good boyfriend not being a talent. it seems that a friend of mine believes that being a dream lover does not take any skill. i say it does, there are people that are chronically terrible in realationships, and then there are people like me that based upon their beliefs and ideals seem to have been born to serve the one they choose as their own. you have to be able to comprimise, compliment, and just be there for the one you love. i guess i can't explain what being a good love involves or how to do it, what rigors it entails, because i guess i just don't understand it, but i know i get a lot of compliments on my loving, that i'm very romantic and sweet. but i know i'm good at it, and from the number of exasperated and lonely bitching women many a man does not share my skill in the relationship area. it could just be possible that my chronic lonelieness during the first 14 years of my life and the fact that i studied what women said they wanted and seemed to form myself to that niche before and without knowing it. i listened to the gripes of the lady-types so i could be what they want. it takes a lot of study and dedication to effortlessly serve another person without resenting them. see i don't consider myself good at it while i'm doing it, its just when people tell me how good i am that i finally feel like i have a skill in life. i guess what i'm saying is that i'm hoping that being a good mate is a skill, because if its not i'm skilless, i'm not good for much other than being Bev's, she really is all that gives my life meaning. i can't say wether or not it is, so i can't say wether or not i'm talented, but all i know is that i make my love happy, and thats enough for me.

and as for the being of my love as well as aspirations, well i'm sure if she can she'll go to any convention that is town, therefore if there is one in january she'll go to it. and yes Detroit may be bigger than Vegas, but there is nothing there, except drug dealers and... cars? and yes, Bev hates Vegas, but see to a person who lives in the deadest state in the union a place that is crawling with activity is great! so i think i'll always be obsessed with being as good as Bev, as she herself as having to catch up to me, i can live in strife, as long as my lover is there for me to strive over.

and Myui, i wiki'd the eps. of Death Note before writing that post, and the ep that she spoke of was not shown yet, i think it was an advanced screening of that episode, or something. all the episodes are on youtube, if that episode had already been out i would have watched it, i will be wiki'ing the series every week to look out for that episode.

well i'm just going to keep on moving, so i can stay happy, i hope my rants will bring people back to me soon.

and also Myui, yes the circle is the perfect shape [though i perfer, a heart shaped universe would be SO CUTE!] but you went from boobs to moon, and i think a dry, chalk-like breast covered in craters would not be appealing to grown men and women, or babies, and if they are no good for groping or nursing, what are they for?

-Quote-

i have none today, i was hoping to get a transcript of a great rant, but alasm i got nothing.

please visit my beloved GF on here [Yoshima]

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!
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