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Friday, December 22, 2006


Blind leading the dumb pt.1
Well once again i have been massively misunderstood [why that suprises me is a mystery to me...] but i must thank several of my Peoplezez for completly not knowing me what-so-ever to the point the conclusion they draw about me are comically inaccurate.

alrighty, well it seems based off the fact that i made one statement of my girlfriend's chest size and i get several comments how i'm some depraved pervert or something like that.
Alas this is the fatal flaw in blogging, people don't hear what you say half the time, so you say something based off of the idea that the people reading it know you, but then you get a lot of respounces showing you otherwise. i am going to try not to be a raving maniac hurling insults at the Peoplezez that misunderstood me, but this will be difficult being as i am 1. an asshole, 2. prone to ranting, 3. in firm mind to feel you all deserve it.

but none the less i will do my best to be kind [of course know with all the all the over-explanation i just sound pretentious] so i'd just like to state some facts about me. how, if i am in a long distance relationship could i just be some chest-obsessed pervert, it makes no sense, for me to be fixated on the physical yet in a relationship that involves no physical contact what-so-ever! that is completly stupid! especially if you consider that all in all i like small breasts better! up until i met Bev i loved girls with small chests, i grew to like big breasts BECAUSE of Bev having a D-Cup, i only bring it up because most guys and girls prefer them, guys want girls with them and girls want them, i was bragging because i am a stuck-up little brat not accustomed to winning, so when i came upon a prize such as Bev and somehow she decides to love me, of course i am going to talk about all the good parts about her, to me personality, affection, temperment and loyalty are all far more inportant, i state this like a mantra but some how even though what i talk about boils down to love, love, love, love, love, love tits, love, love , love , love, love... people zooms in on the breasts part, and you know that really annoys me. that people can be so shallow as to take any mention of the chest as a meaning that that is all i care about. it seems i get this a lot, i compliment Bev, i talk about how much i love her and i fill my stories of her with so much fluff it annoys the hell out of people, but the first time i mention something that has to do do with breasts, sensuality or sexuality, even though i state it as in my mind only appropriate between people deeply in love, and that Bev believes the same thing, i get that i'm a pervert, that she is a slut, and i wonder how you people see these things. it makes no sense to me.
"i'm as bad as all my friends combined," and this comes from a person i really respect, a person who i'm over-joyed to see commented, yet this person breaks my expectations by just tagging me as a perv. and reall, all friends combined, so every friend comes out to one mention of chest size and a few examples of physical intamacy? i don't mean to be an ass, i'm really trying to be a nice guy, but its very difficult.
i need support peoplezez
i'm sorry for the angry rant, but as i tell people, if there is one thing i don't take shit about, if there is one thing i am deadly serious about, its my love life, me and Bev, so while i like your ceriticism, and i love the comments, try to keep from calling me names and labelling me a pervert, because deep down in side i am a moody bitch
and my typing finger gets itchy quick.

-addition-

thanks to a good friend i've calmed down a little, i've realized to count my blessing not my pains, so thanks to the majority of you who understand me and give me kind, honorest comments, please don't be deterred by those who anger me, and those who angery me, don't worry, if you communicate and attempt to solve our difference of agreement, our problems will be gone that quickly.

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