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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Its beginning to feel a lot like Christmas.
yep, as i remember last year, this sure as hell is the Christmas Feeling. massivly underwhelmed, materialistic and whiny. so yeah i think i will get all my Christmas bitching out of the way first, cuz lets face it, its best to face the bad stuff first.
yeah, my dad, Santa Clause shaped as he is seems Hell bent on causing me Christmas-y discomfort. see i am a huge Gundam fanboy [this evident by the fact my BG used to be Strike Rouge and that i talk about every episode of Gundam SEED and/or Destiny] so what i ask for more than anything else is MSIA [Mobile Suit In Action] Figures, which can either be bought in Saline [its an area in michigan near the colleges that is filled with import stores] or online, also i asked for anime DVDs, which since Media Play has shut down, are difficult to find, but are very easy to get from rightstuf.com, being as they must be close to direct importers, i see advertisements for them in the credits of Anime, but being as my dad is to lazy to go online, he says my list is "unrealistic" whats kinda funny is that my mom, who is as technology illiterate as anyone, did all her shopping over the inter-web and has no regrets, infact she is happy i saved her the hastle of having to go to the over-crowded stores. and then we have my brother, he is the one that told me about rightstuf, he orders all his Anime [well the stuff he doesn't download] from, and my mom told the two of them the sites, as being as my brother is a big e-bay seller, builds computers and is quite used to ordering from them, yet my father says its too much of a hassle, well excuse me for not wanting common things, he knows i love gundam, but i guess he just wants to be difficult about it. he launched into this big rant about materialism and just buying things that you think of the person when seeing them, which my Beverly also believes, but hell she is so cute and lovable, so she can get away with it, being that i'm in love with her, so even if she gives me wierd stuff i think of her when i see it, but my dad is my dad, and i know that when i'm older and he's gone such objects will be great, and helpful in mourning, but at this point it only shows he doesn't know me very well.
and my bro is the same way, historically, it may be now that he has changed his ways, but then again who knows, it could be the same-old same-old. i don't really know. last year he had no funds so he gave me a bunch of his old stuff, which was really nice, once i realized that, up until that point i just thought it was typical josh, getting me stuff for him, like EVA toys, instead of presents for me. but at least my dad had the decency to tell me that he didn't bother to buy things i wanted ahead of time, so i could prepare to open a lot of presents i don't want. who knows, this could all be an elaborate trick so i'll be like uber-happy when i get things off my list, after all, my brother is a tricky one, once he had me pick out stuff for a nonexistant sibling of his GF, so i could see him doing this. i won't count on it though, cuz thats a way to get your hopes dashed, like they were last year.
Bev's present didn't get here either, but thats okay, all that means is that another day will become special, when the long awaited present from my love gets here.
and more over i can't wait till my lover gets here, i don't mean it as she is coming soon, it will still be years, but that will be a time of true happiness, spending holidays with her, cuz i know that all either of us needs is a roll of ribbon and nothing else to give the other the best christmas present ever. see to me i don't see the holidays as a time as family bonding, i don't like the forced stuff like this, i sit around lonely watching TV while everyone else cooks, then we all sit dowen and open presents, and everyyone talks about adult subjects like 401ks and stuff, and we all feign interest in TV or pretend its not right that we have to have two christmas', me and my brother. maybe i am only going from my side, in fact i know much of what i'm saying is mine and mine alone, i see sitting around and watch UFC as great male-bonding, it makes ,me feel way closer than on holidays. to me it will be all about my love on the holidays, sharing fireworks on july 4th, thanking the powers above for eachother on thanks giving, unwrapping one another on christmas, and sharing the first kiss of the new year, its nice to be with family, but maybe its because Bev is not here that makes me such a cold cynical bastard. maybe when she is hjere i'll be all happy and and fluffy on christmas, i know she is, so maybe here good parts will rub off on me, like always.
i hope she inproves my outlook, cuz i don't really like hoew i am right now.
-Quote-
Bev: i love my boobs!
believe me, she says it a lot, and i'm tired
and lazy
just go to her site, the pic of us commands you
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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