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1990-02-12
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in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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2005-03-25
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slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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J-D, Got it memorized?
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i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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i first saw Gundam Wing
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Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007
Reiteration.
once again, UFC is nothing like pro-wrestling, its mixed martial arts, non-staged combat. it is more like boxing than wrestling.
two guys enter the 8-sided cage they fight in, and then they basically fight using fists, kicks, elbows, and submission holds. its a fight between martial artists, not a play between actors. and even if it were like wrestling, it SURE AS HELL is nothing like WWE, these people have talent, and don't need reconstructive neck surgery after getting hit with a pillow like half of Vince's roster. no i would say they have more in common with TNA [they do share a channel] being as these guys are tough and entertaining, although i would say they do have major differences, that being as i don't want to see AJ Styles in a fist fight with Chuck Liddel, and i don't think Tito could jump off a 40ft landing through a man and a table onto an unprotected cement floor [TNA shot from the front and ground level, there were no pads, i checked] so as i said before, UFC is no more wrestling than PGA, NFL, NHL, or MLB.
i'm guessing i will have to state that fact every time i talk about Ultimate Fighting, but thats fine, i wouldn't be a crazy ranty person if i i only said something once and i said it nice and clearly.
well now that the whole uFC rant is out of the way on to what i was going to say from the get go. tonight is really going hard. i don't know what it is but tonight i'm just really lovesick. i mean i'm just fine with the distance between me and Bev, sure i wish we lived closer to eachother, and we could see eachother in person, but i know that will happen in good time, and i know its worth it, but some nights it just really hurts. and this, would be one of those nights. i don't know what it is, i could be a collection of things, Bev got really sleepy so we didn't have normal mutual "i'm going to miss you so much" uber lovey dovey fluff ending to are talking, she got to drift off into dream land while i'm going through Beverly withdrawl [as i call it]. there also could be the fact that i was looking up strange, and admittedly erotic things, out of curiosity on the interweb, which of course made me thing of her, and specifically the lack of her touch, maybe if i didn't have such an inquisitive nature towards adult things i wouldn't be all lonely right now. then there is the fact that i decided to act a fool last night and do some fun yet desperatly silly things last night [what i was doing would ruin a suprise for bev, so if you wanna know, pm me] yeah so being as i was respouncible two out of the three forseeable reasons for my loneliness it seems as though i'm breaking my own heart here. but in any case here i sit lementing how much i love her. its kinda crappy position if you think about it, to love some one so much it hurts, because really, what can you do, well really, being as i'm at a pretty nice extreme what can i do? i mean if Bev lived you know, inside the same part of the continental untided states as me, preferably in the same state, county, city, area i could sneak out, like the irrespouncible love-struck teen i am, and visit her, but being as that is not an option, i'm up a fuckin creek here.
oh well, i really have no right to complain, i'm deeply in love that i've come across a slight downside. i'm very glad i have my beloved beaner, and i wouldn't trade her for the world, so in just sit here bitching, knowing that it changes nothing, except helps me to vent my extreme loneliness. i'm secure in the knowledge that in a few short years if i feel this alone i won't have to bitch, i won't have to plan an airflight, i won't even have to sneak out, i'll just have to go to my room and glomp my sleeping love, kiss her and fall asleep in her arms, till then i just have to perseveer in my lonely house, till its filled with the joy that comes with having your lover only a few steps away.
oh the complaints of a person who has the greatest thing in the world
watch him find a reason to bitch.
-Quote-
"...The days are better but the nights are still so lonely, sometimes i feel like the only cab on the road..."
-Train
please visit Bev and comment on her posts, thats really all i can ask.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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