Thursday, October 14, 2004

once again.....

.:You live your life: ~disturbingly~:.
You are utterly sad. You see only darkness but you
are aware of a light that lights the people
around you and you long for it as you long for
a break from life itself. There is only one
thing for you.. snap out of it because once its
too late, there's no turning back. You will
never have true friends.


How do you live your life? (with pics! ^.~)
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   At first...
I laughed so much. But now it just pisses me off.

My mum is a total attention seeking manipulative bitch. And that's pretty much all I want to say on the matter. - Just want to make a "public announcement" that I officially hate her.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

argh the ghayness
of the school computers....
they block good sites and stuffs. tis poo.

yerrssss....whatta can I say?

Friday: greatness! we had a half day and it was own clothes day aswell. yerrs, so after school I went to townn and got very drunk again...o the joys of not remembering anything. Aparently I was a total arse but hey, I don't mind.

So after staying in town all friday and friday night there was saturday. which was even better than friday. I met THE mr scotty and psy but they were late like usual. yerrs. I didn't hardly drink anything though...cos then James and Coutts came and James drank my strongbow, yerrs I dont mind though, it was all warm and nasty anyway. anywayyss yers then we just went to urbis where there was a REALLY moohy guy that thought he was great but really he wasn't. meh he needs a slap. yers. next james and coutts and me decided we were going to satans hollow, and psy was being a total dick and kept changing his mind...blah, he's a poohy moo sometimes. so yerr. I went home for like 20 mins to get changed into the shortest skirt in the world. hehe...the great thing is, it fits me better now than it used to. which is greatt, cos its a size 8!!!rarr the skinnyness!! yerrs. so I was there walking into northenden and people were being stupid and saying stuff like "trick or treat!" yes grow up you fool. anyway. got the bus. and let james put on makeup. Which hasd to be the funniest thing in the world...yerr, then coutts wanted some "white stuff" and yerrs they were all like "jennie, do me." yerrs. funny. Coutts looks like a girl in makeup though. It's really funny. Carl just looks amazing in makeup and James is just nice anyway. yea, to cut an long story short, we didnt get in to satans hollow, or Jillys so we went back to carls, had a drink and went to james'. yeaa great night.

Sunday...I didn't get bakc until like 3pm. And I got toally bollocked by my dad. after 10 mins though they had calmed down and everything was okayish. but...for some reason my mum gave me the sex talk again. the whole "i'll buy you condoms if you want to have sex" type thing. god that's so embarrassing. yerrs. I was asleep for the rest of the day...tired...

Monday. Another 1/2 day!! yay! but we had to go to speech day for about 7. yer so I spent the afternoon on the computer looking at colleges....and now I want to go to either RDC or aquinas. yerr. they both do the courses that I want to do. yush....anyways speech day was boring and I hate my mum...

anything else? erm I don't think so. friday is another 1/2 day. but im grounded so I wont be able to go to town or anything after school. and if i go home, and do work and stuffs I might be able to go out on the saturday...yush yush...
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Sunday, October 3, 2004

So shoot me, I didn't post.

Yers...I'm "banned" from the computer for a week...yes mum, of course I am...

Annyyywayyz, what have I done? bugger all really. Except I went to see stockport county yesturday and they were 3-0 down just after half time. BUT they still drew! and I got stuart barlow's and Ashley Williams' autographs :) Stu scored!! yush yush. tis great not to see them lose. although they should have won. sixty million -nil. yerr that would be good...it is annoying the fact that I haven't seen them win since they beat Huddersfield 2-1 to send huddersfield down 2 seasons ago. i really want them to win...ahh well, going to get pissed with miller today...should be fun...yea, alcohol is always fun :)
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Thursday, September 30, 2004

Still ill
and it really isn't fun. I keep having horrible coughing fits and headaches...bah I hate illness.

yerss, what can I say? my counsilor thinks that I'm "well" and not depressed anymore. She also said that I have a "pre raphalite face" am thin and have "lovely long legs" yerss...

School. Is still poo. People keep telling me how amazing my skull and shell drawings are. They lie. I'll post them when I've scanned them it, which I might do soon, if i feel like it. Mr Tatt (maths) is still a pratt, I'm ill, therefore I can't really concentrate and it takes me ages to do any work, but he expects me to do more than anyone else because I'm behind. He still hasn't told me wether I can do more on my coursework (I spent about 3 hours on it, and have got an A, but and extra 30 mins of work and I could get full marks) He's a moo.

I'm in a mood with Amy, though I doubt she even realises. She keeps undermining everything that I say and do. I always have to be worse than her, she just can't accept that I am occaisionally better. And I have to agree with my mate Emily when she said that "Amy has the mind and body of an eleven year old."

ooo..bitchy...who else can I diss without anybody knowing who the fuck I'm talking about or getting caught? Answer: everybody, but I'm not a naturally bitchy person, I don't like putting others down, unless of course they deserve it because they have said something about one of my friends.

Buttt....I didn't realise how muscular my legs actually were, until last night. They are actually really not fat...I never noticed that before...Hehe...I'm quite pleased with that. It's not everyday that I find something that I like about myself.

Anyway...This post is alot longer than my normal ones...so I'mm going to shhh. But I'll probably post tomorrow...ooo you lucky, lucky people!
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Thursday, September 23, 2004

   Bah
I shouldn't have had chocolate for breakfast...ergh..nope...neverrr again... nopenope...
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   ooo...
Feel sick =( still. I keep eating way too much...bah, sickeeness isn't fun, nope. stomache aches just hurt...so I'm not eating anymore bad food ever ever again...nope, no chocolate or crisps or cakes or stuff...eeek, it's probably not going to last more than a week though...


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Monday, September 20, 2004

Xerrrsize....
ooo so much...PE(netball) and badminton today, basketball on wednesday, aerobics on thursday and PE(aerobics) of friday...that is THE most exercise that I've ever done, ever...ooo, so much, bearing in mind that those are just the orginized, in school type ones...yers...I play football most nights with my brothers if it's not raining...and the sit ups I doo...hehe...but wowies...so much xerrsize...
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Sunday, September 19, 2004

   ergh...I hate shops...
They never, ever EVER have anything that fits me. It makes me so angry. They open speciallist shops for sizes 14-24 but they are the sizes that the shops sell. THE WORLD IS NOT A HAMBURGER...argh...i hate it I hate it I HATE IT...since I was 10 I've not been able to get any decent clothes. and it pisses me off so much...what do they want me to do, walk around naked?..not everyone if short and fat ya know...not everyone is 5'7 and weighs 14 stone...for fucks sake...massed production is lame anyway...who wants to dress and be like every one else?
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Empathy
In a survival situation, you:	Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:	Endurance
Your gift is:	Artistic talent
In groups, you:	Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:	Your insightfulness
Your weakness is:	Your coldness
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