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Sunday, April 3, 2005
call me cynical.. but maybe I really WILLLLLLL grow up to be an Old Hag
It's 4 in the morning.. I got off work at 3. What a crazy night, I dont think I've ever served so many drunk people.. anyways, I think I've just had an epiphany. I'm 18 years old. I've never had a steady boyfriend, (laugh all you want, its true). I think Im a decent person, so I've always wondered why I've never had a relationship, even though I've wanted one. It took getting piss loaded and drunkenly and not knowingly making out with one of my best male friends (whom I dont at ALL 'like that way') to realize why.. and it really is a terrible reason - I dont want to piss people off. You see, at least two of my "friends" are MAD at me because I made out with this guy. But I was drunk and he was drunk and at the time none of these people even attempted to stop me, so naturally I really didnt think anything of it.. I mean, I dont "like" him, he doesnt "like" me. No problem right? WRONG. Peole got pissed off and talk about me behind my back because of it. It makes me sad to think I have friends who do this. Obviously friends is the wrong word, hey?
Oh my.. so what did I learn this week?
1. Never get drunk again
2. Growing up to be an old hag is starting to sound appealing. (an old hag, by the way, if any of you dont know is an woman who grows old and lives by herself and never gets married and is always crooked)
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