Saturday, July 22, 2006

   Sleep please
Well as you can tell I am sleepy. I stayed up all night writeing a story that my two friends helped me to write. I still have not come up with a title. I am glad that I was talking to Dusten and Michelle.Later on that night I talked to Amanda and Michelle.Amanda has a crush on Wesley!! She asked about everything that I know about him. It was funny. She told me to tell her all of the storys I knew about him. I had lots. That one she like was when he went outside in nothing but his boxers in the snow aqnd made a snowangel. She really liked that story. She loves that he is a Lifeguard.We drove Michelle crazy. Oh Yeah. Amanda is going to start going up there at the church that I go to. It is all crazy. I am going to start rideing with her. Well that is all. Comments please
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Friday, July 21, 2006

   Happy
I am so happy and sad at the same time.Well I am happy because I talked to Big bro today. He is so funny. He was over at Clear Creek.We were there talking and all of the sudden he said" You know what?" I said" What?" He then started to play this song and then he said" This song reminds me of you." I then played this song and I said" This song reminds me of you." He just started to laugh. It was so funny. The bad news is........ I can't say. It is just really bad. Well that is all. Comments please.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006

   Hay
Hay people. What is up? Me nothing here just thinking. I talked to Wesley again about the dream and He got mad at me. He said" Wait a minute? Why would I be telling you that if God is the one that tells you that. Why would he be tellingme to tell you?" He was mad. Well before he left they went over to Mrs. Reba's house to check on her. Him,Seth, and Nick went over there. Well they came back and I was lying on the ground in the grass. Well here comes Nick over and jumps over me. Well then there comes Wesley jumping over trhe fience and pretend to kick me. I just bundled up. I really missed Nick. He is comeing to our church from now on.* does a little dance* Sorry I am just happy. Well I was just hopeing that some of you would cheak out my art I posted up of Kikyo. It is on the second page. If it isn't there cheak the third page:) Well that is all. Comments please
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

   Why him
Well hay everybody. Today is not good for me. Today me and my dad were there in the liveingroom and then my dad said" I think that it is gone." I then said" What do you mean" He then said" the thing that silled up the lung cancer. I have been coughing bad." I started to cry. Well then later on the phone I was tralking to one of my friends and they called me a Hipacrit. *I think that that is how you spell it* I really need to talk to my big bro. I have had so much to happened. We have church in a hour and ten min. I can't wait. I am going over to the tree that I go to when I am sad. Well thatnis all. CXomments please
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

   Better day
I have had such a great day. Okay I am so excited. I had this dream last night. Well in my dream I was in Africa shareing Christ!!! That was just so awsome. That thingthat I think God is wanting is that he is wanting me to be a Mishionary!!! That is so cool. I have traveled so much this year and everytime I went to a place I shared Christ with someone. That is so cool. I am also excited because my friend Kelly is going to gop to church with me tomorrow. We are trying to talk my friend Michelle to go. I hope she does. She is lost. I try to tell her abouit Chrst but she doesn't listen. Well I am here listening to a CD that the band made. 9One of the songs on it is Grace Like Rain. Wesley is the lead singer. I love the CD. Well that is all Comments please.
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Monday, July 17, 2006

   Hay people
Hi What is up? Me nothing just trying to write a song.It is dso weird. It is called mirror. This isn't the first song I have wrote.I have wrote others.I am listening to my favorite band. It is Casting Crowns. I really like there songs.I have great news. Well I will just start to when It happened. It was about 12:00p.m. this afternoon and I got a phone call. I answered it and I was still asleep. Well I did not reconize the voice. I said" Who is this?" They then said" Who do you think it is?"They then said it is Wesley. I said I was asleep.Well He asked me how I was doing? I told him.He was really scarying me. Well he then said"I have a feeling tat you are mad at me and don't trust me." I then said" Who told you?" He then said" I knew it. What is wrong?" I then told him. I am not mad at him anymore. Wendesday I am going up to his mom and dad's house. He is then going to take me to church. I am rideing with him. I can'y wait. Well that is all. Comments plaese.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

   It can't come true,
Hay everybody. Is everybody doing okay today? I am not. I think that the dream is comeing true. If yons read yesturday's post you will see the dream. Today all he done was look at ne real nean like. He had done hurt my feeling about what he sa9id. Well We got to church an hour early!!!!!! Well we were there and Mama Gayle come over and said" Sweetie WEsley is wanting to talk to you down stairs" Well I went to see what he wanted and he said" Rebecca I am so sotty for what I said. I just don't know what5 I was sayingf. WiLL you please forgive me?" I said" I guess I can. It just really hurt that you would say that." He then got up and hugged me. Is it me or is he always hurting me? I think so.I am back from church now and He is gone to Seth's house again.After church he left. I was going to tell him abouit the dream but he left. The last thing yhe said to me was Love you little sis and see you Wendesday. Well That is all Comments plaese
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Saturday, July 15, 2006

   Scared
I was so scaried last night. We got a bad storm. Some lightening hit somewhere and blew up two tvs at my house. I really needed my big brother and Mama Gayle.I hate storms. Well we went and got two new tvs and I also got this new Cd. IOt was the first Casting Crowns Cd. I really love it. Well that is all that happened today. I am not going to Jeff and Gayles to stay thwe night. The reason why is that I am mad at Wesley and Brandon. It is what they said that hurt the most. I was on the phone and They had thought that I had hung up with Miranda. She had me on Speaker Phone. Well I was quiet. Well all of the sudden I heard Wesley talking to Brandon.Wesley all of the sudden said" I hope that Renecca is not comeing up tomorrow night. She is such a pain." I just sit there and then I droppe4d the phone. Miranda then said" She was still onb the phone. She was just being quiet." Miranda then got me off The Speaker Phaone and I started to cry. I never knew that he thought as me like that.He tryed to call me backa and apoligized and I would say Hello? I then heard his voice and I would hang up. I am soo mad at him. Well I better quiet typeing before i get carried away. Comments please.
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Friday, July 14, 2006

   Hi
Hello. Today has been great for me. I got news that I might be spending the night at Jeff and Gayles Saturday.*If it is alright with my parentrs* I got to drive my dads Dorango Today!!! It was so fun evan thou IO nearly ran us off the road. I also got to get some Rasbarries. I really like them. Tonight has just been great. I had this weird dream thou. Well The youth at the church went to a indoor waterpark. Well someone pushed me into the water. Jeff helped me out of the water. Well Here comes Wesley and says" You do noy belong here" I then Said" What do you mean?" He then said" I mean you do not belong at our church" I thennran out and ran away. Three days later it was time for church and Wesley walked out into the thing beside the church and seen me inb the trre. I was crying my eyes out. That was a weird dream. Sometimes I have these dreams and later they come true. I am afred that this dream is going to come true. Well That is all. Comments please.
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Thursday, July 13, 2006

   sad
Hay guys. Well I am sad. I can't say why.Today has been slow. I can not post anymore of thous stories. My friend took it from me. She was wanting to read it. Today I have a thing called the Missionary's Prayer. It is cool. Here it is.
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Lord, When I am tire, Give me the extra boost of energy to do your work.When I am homesick,Put your loveing arms around me.When others hurt my feelings, Help me to forgive.When I don't feel like reading your word, Give the desire to know more abvout you. When I am bored, May the work I'm doing come alive.When I am angrey, Calm my temper.When others hurt, help me to care.When I am selfish, help me to share. When I am scared, Help me not to fear. When I see a need, Help me reach out. When I feel inadequate, Give me cofidence. When I mess up, Help me to laugh.But everyday and most of all, Just love me.
I hope that you all like that. Well That is all. Comments please.
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