Friday, November 10, 2006

HEY GUYS...UPDATE HERE!!!!!
guess what???I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!..any way ..if any here would plz drop by and look at this particuar site..i would be more than greatful to u.....it really is a good site..and so mch has been put in by me...and i slaved ..i may have had help but that makes no diffrence....and u know what...U SHOULD JOIN IT!!!!!!!!!SO COME TO IT AND JOIN!!!!!!


the link

http://z10.invisionfree.com/Kokiri_Forest/index.php?act=idx

ok there it is!!!...NOW JOIN OR DIE!!!!!!!!hahahaha
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

   yayy!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey guys guess what? i got to get an apparment!!!
i know ur thinking how did u get it at the age of 15? well i did but i regret it. heres how... i was on the phone looking for another job squentualy i actually found one..but the pay sucks..so i still rely on babysitting for the money..any way a couple of nights ago i got in a shout match w/ my mom @_@*i know i know* anyway we got into the subject of responsbility and i sadi u wouldn't trust me even i had made the presidency..and she's like u know nothing of REAL responsibility..i said look at the jobs ive had and look who gets things done in school and look who dose seemlessly everything while ur gone and even when ur not. and then she said and look lost the jobs and who helped u when u needed it..and i said alright if u dont think i cant handle real *dont make me type the word again it's too long* then y not give me a short test..and she said alright matt..then she sat there for a few moments and then said if u can handle living by ur self for two months then ill start to treat u as i should. i said no problemo when do i start..she said tommorrow. i said ok..so the day after that i got and appartment ad i met w/ the landlord and everything and explained the situation and he said good luck to me. well i moved in and well its a weekly payment basis and i have to come up w/ the rent my self and do everything a real adult would....and well thats it...so right now im sitting here in my new appartment and typing this to u..any way i think ill stp there ...but i have some questions..like..do u guy think i can do it? and will u guys support my cause a 100%? and i would like to thank those few for the comments and help..it really lifted me up and made me happy once againand well I JUST LOVE U GUYS..and i would just like to say THX!!!

p.s. ?? do u guys think ill be ok?? i think im having second thoughts..because i did tell my mom that teens could match even sometimes outdo adults..so...u guys r going to support my cause rihgt?

jimmy kudo

another p.s. THIS IS WAY FREAKING COOL BEING HERE ALONE...theres no *dare i say it?* LITTLE BRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

   there is none now
hi guys..long time no see. any ill be free for along time now...i was fired for sleeping on the job and i lost all freaking 3. i tried to explian the situation but they didnt care....i still have babysitting and that brings in a fair ammount but thats it...and im still schooling full time....but for some reason ive been sleeping alot more than usaul...i hope to talk to you guys soon...i think im getting lonely now...because i was dumped* sniffs, sneezes, crys* plz stop by....
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Thursday, August 17, 2006

   long time ,no been on?
hey guys been a long long time huh? but things should go normal in a bit.i had to quit three of the jobs and my mom got hired by a better job so i don't have to babysit that much more. collage seems to get harder and harder.any way thats my daily overview. i hope everyone is doing alright...and i'm sorry i haven't been on in god knows how long. see ya in a couple days.

jimmy kudo
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Friday, June 9, 2006

   insanity
hey guys..beeen awhile huh....thats alright i mean i'm only going to collage under a scholarship full time working four summer jobs teaching a couple of people oh and i almost forgot i have to babysit my little demon bro every day when moms at work. besides that im cool for nothing on the flip side yet except i was sent a letter that i wanted to reply super fast instead it took me about 2weeks and i don't even know if shes reading this or not...unbelieveable...right? i should be committing suicide by now but i promised a couple people i wouldn't so im limpen through.


jimmy kudo
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Friday, March 31, 2006

   once upon a time...
once upon a time i dated some one on this site.
once upon a time we fell in love.
once upon a time i said i'd never stop loving her

i want you to know " " that i haven't stoped

in fact if give me a microphone i will shout it to the heavens and the earth.
once upon a time
once upon time


means nothing to me...to me there is no such thing as once upon a time be cause my love last forever to those i have embeded with it and my dear " kira " to you i have embeded my soul......
anyone who just read this and knows who she is please tell her "i still love her."


jimmy kudo
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

i'm back for now
rose's are red

vilote's are blue

some throw me a brick and end me now.




i am so freaking pissed at the moment but then again i'm also happy.

p.s. that wasn't supposed to rhime if your wondering.

jimmy kudo
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Monday, November 7, 2005

   The second chapter.
Chapter 2



Now, you’re probably wondering what in God’s name am I talking about? Well, I’m talking about becoming you. Not some rundown hilly bozo shooting shotguns off like an idiot. You’re also probably wondering what in the hell does this have anything to do with chapter one? Well, I’m going to tell you here in chapter two. When the two of us-my girlfriend and I-were writing this, we thought we should add some of the things we went through to get where we are now. One of those things was that I thought I had to lie to gain her trust and love. Well, I was wrong...dead wrong. That actually made things worse, much worse. If there are any guys out there reading this story, please pay close attention. She ended up almost leaving me and breaking my heart like a crystal shattering in a thousand pieces. That’s right, I dug my grave so deep that she had guessed or something and found out I was lying to her a lot. Well, then again, it wasn’t too hard to figure it out. I had made so many lies to where I could fill the Grand Canyon. Yeah, I was pretty bad back then. From this point on, you are going to hear some of the things we did from her (my girlfriend).

It was funny...the way he (my boyfriend) would lie to me and think he would get away with it without screwing up. Yeah, he was an idiot back then, I will admit it. He sent me a private message stating this:

"I'm going to be completely honest. You’re the first girlfriend I've ever had, and, for you, I would gladly die for (no joke), so no, if you broke up with me I probably wouldn't kill myself, but on the verge of it. We would probably be good friends if we broke up, but yeah, if it came to sacrifice myself for you, I would do it in a heartbeat, and the future is the future. I'll let life work it's plan. I won't try to intervene with life's plan for us all because that’s like messing with the Grim Reaper, and that’s one fucker you don't want to mess with. If you want to know, I really did look forward to marrying you when the time came."

He held true to all his words. He lied though...which part do you think? Hmm... The beginning part where he said, "You’re the first girlfriend I’ve ever had," and that’s the ONLY part he lied on. I figured out he was lying about it one day because we would send letters in the mail back and forth to each another. Well, one day, he was talking about his ex-girlfriend in one of the letters he had sent me and even sent me a picture of her one time in that letter. I was furious. I looked upon her picture and cried to even think he lied about me being his first girlfriend and to think she was so much prettier than I was. I couldn’t compare. We had similarities in looks just a tiny bit (like the way our hair went and stuff), but how pretty she looked... I felt really bad about it. I couldn’t believe this. I didn’t confront him about it, but just ignored it. Ladies, never let your man lie to you and if you figure out he does, beat the crap out of him. No, no, I’m just kidding. Just confront him about it. Don’t be scared to say something. Just make sure you know what’s really going on. Sometimes you might catch them in the process.
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY GUYS, SORRY FOR THE BIG GAP IN MY POST, BUT I'VE BEEN REAL BUSY... ANYWAY...HAPPY HALLOWEEN. I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE FUN... I'M GOING TO GET SOME MORE NOW.
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Monday, March 28, 2005

   Chapter 1.
Life has ways of turning out different. Either having the best day of your life, or the worst you’ll regret to remember. Others think of life being a step they have to take to get where they’re going. What people don’t understand is while taking that first step into life, they need to become who they are, and not to act the way everyone else wants them to. This story is about life’s matters, and the fact of acting like your self is all that counts. Two teens who had started out with a rough problem that had been slowing down their relationship, and became as one to solve out their differences, two people who took off their masks, and showed who they really were… This is the story of honesty, and trustworthy ness. You might have some bumps along your life, but will solve them with the slightest concern. Haunted by your fears of coming to the surface, haunted by the dreams you might make reality, haunted by the soul of sacrifice you carry along your shoulders, haunted by the mask we all must hide behind to keep from these things arising so we can fit in, and haunted by our self’s. This is what life is, learning to be yourself, taking off the mask, and living the fullest as possible with no regrets to remember.
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