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Monday, November 7, 2005


   The second chapter.
Chapter 2



Now, you’re probably wondering what in God’s name am I talking about? Well, I’m talking about becoming you. Not some rundown hilly bozo shooting shotguns off like an idiot. You’re also probably wondering what in the hell does this have anything to do with chapter one? Well, I’m going to tell you here in chapter two. When the two of us-my girlfriend and I-were writing this, we thought we should add some of the things we went through to get where we are now. One of those things was that I thought I had to lie to gain her trust and love. Well, I was wrong...dead wrong. That actually made things worse, much worse. If there are any guys out there reading this story, please pay close attention. She ended up almost leaving me and breaking my heart like a crystal shattering in a thousand pieces. That’s right, I dug my grave so deep that she had guessed or something and found out I was lying to her a lot. Well, then again, it wasn’t too hard to figure it out. I had made so many lies to where I could fill the Grand Canyon. Yeah, I was pretty bad back then. From this point on, you are going to hear some of the things we did from her (my girlfriend).

It was funny...the way he (my boyfriend) would lie to me and think he would get away with it without screwing up. Yeah, he was an idiot back then, I will admit it. He sent me a private message stating this:

"I'm going to be completely honest. You’re the first girlfriend I've ever had, and, for you, I would gladly die for (no joke), so no, if you broke up with me I probably wouldn't kill myself, but on the verge of it. We would probably be good friends if we broke up, but yeah, if it came to sacrifice myself for you, I would do it in a heartbeat, and the future is the future. I'll let life work it's plan. I won't try to intervene with life's plan for us all because that’s like messing with the Grim Reaper, and that’s one fucker you don't want to mess with. If you want to know, I really did look forward to marrying you when the time came."

He held true to all his words. He lied though...which part do you think? Hmm... The beginning part where he said, "You’re the first girlfriend I’ve ever had," and that’s the ONLY part he lied on. I figured out he was lying about it one day because we would send letters in the mail back and forth to each another. Well, one day, he was talking about his ex-girlfriend in one of the letters he had sent me and even sent me a picture of her one time in that letter. I was furious. I looked upon her picture and cried to even think he lied about me being his first girlfriend and to think she was so much prettier than I was. I couldn’t compare. We had similarities in looks just a tiny bit (like the way our hair went and stuff), but how pretty she looked... I felt really bad about it. I couldn’t believe this. I didn’t confront him about it, but just ignored it. Ladies, never let your man lie to you and if you figure out he does, beat the crap out of him. No, no, I’m just kidding. Just confront him about it. Don’t be scared to say something. Just make sure you know what’s really going on. Sometimes you might catch them in the process.

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