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Thursday, May 4, 2006




You can skip this if you want.
Have you ever had one of those months where everything seems to be going to hell?
I'm not going to spill everything, especially since I'm sure no one wants to hear it, but I just have to...talk. And talk to people who aren't going to scream at me. Hopefully...
Let's see...So I guess the first thing is that I've been really snappy lately. Like for the past couple of months. No I'm not pregnant, lol. And I've been "rebelling" against my parents. Mostly my dad. And everything seems to be making me cry.
Saku and I were fighting quite a bit but everything (hopefully) seems to be settling back down.
He's been going through a lot lately and I'm trying to be strong for him but sometimes I just feel myself caving in.
Also school is making me a little stressed out. Especially when I'm doing horribly in Algebra II and Chemistry. And my parents just don't seem to get how hard the stuff I'm doing is. Goodness. And orchestra's not much of a breather either (haha that rhymed). And then exams are coming up too.
Is this just a phase? Oh, God, I pray it is. It's almost like I go through the day wearing a mask. And I'm really tired of it all.
Ok sorry about that everyone.
So in other news, when I woke up this morning, my dad and I found my dad's ex-girlfriend (yes the phsyco-bitch if any of you remember!) on the back porch? Just a little creepy if you ask me.
w00t! Tomorrow I get to go see the local philharmonic orchestra in concert! Yay! ^__^ And I actually have orchestra friends that I can hang out with now! Yay!
Anyone know where I can find a good midi for this layout?
Mistake, error, is the discipline through which we advance.
-William Ellery Channing

See you space cowboy...

And please remember to check out my orchestra's website!

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