Tuesday, September 29, 2009

ERK...
I haven't been updating like I was hoping to do.
:S

My computer's wireless doesn't work and my mom took the monitor? Moniter? Whatever, she took it.

And my mother's laptop is... somewhere under boxes. [ I am moving to England in about 30 days. ^-^ ]

So excited. CANNOT WAITTT.
I am finally FREE from this hole of death that was supposed to be "home."

Anyway, life is better. Pants are still for frogs. Bras are still depressing. Undies are still epic. And I still like freaking the mundane.
*nod*

That is all.
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Sunday, June 7, 2009

Well...
I know nobody gets on MyO anymore.
But I want to start getting into a habit of posting here again.

I ruined two peoples lives. One of them, the love of my life, the other, mine.

He dumped me today because I cheated on him.
He said we could still be friends and all that, which I think is a perfect idea.
Now, everytime I talk to him, I'll know what I did, and feel like shit for it.

And now I know for sure that all girls are sluts, whores, and cold hearted bitches.
We fucked up everything from the very beginning.

With Eve and the fruit, yeah, we fucked everything up.

It's always the girls fault. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say.
I'll be pretty much emotionless for the rest of my life...

Well, bye.
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Friday, December 19, 2008

“Calling Love of Mine.”

Hunger for food is nothing compared to hunger towards you.
Pain is tolerable if not caused by you.
Rich or poor, my love will always stay the same.
Although, my heart you tore, you still, in my heart, remain.
Homeless, I wait for your presence to meet mine. To feel your soul so divine.
It's remarkable to see such a being in love with another such as I.
Randall James Wolfgram, I love you so much.
And you and only you, my being yearns for your touch.


© 12-19-08 Morgan Evans AKA - Jinx 13 JDR


“Corruption in the Fighters”

Cannot sleep.
All I do is weep.
And in my scarred mind,
It creeps.

I wish to hide.
I can feel it from behind,
Always there, watching.
Its eyes, no where near kind.

They’re always there, taunting,
And always wanting something –
Corruption, a word we all fear.
Moving closer with its envious silent steps, flaunting.

I scream, no sound, at least that I can hear.
It’s so close; I can hear the quit chuckling in my ear.
I start to wonder what in hell’s name could it be?
I look up frighteningly, my vision surprisingly clear.


And what did I see, you ask?
Why, none other than me.
© 9-8-08 Morgan Evans AKA - Jinx 13 JDR

“Aching and breaking”

Watch me tremble,
Watch me shake.

I’m no longer nimble,
It may have been a mistake.

Art is my passion,
The thing that keeps me sane.

Even in school sessions,
I felt the fogginess leave my brain.

My wrists are aching.
They grind and pop.

Thinking of it, my heart is breaking.
Wishing it would stop.

Watch me tremble.
Watch me shake.
I would never think of it as a mistake.

© 9-11-08 Morgan Evans AKA - Jinx 13 JDR




“A simple wish”

I know of a man,
He seems so kind.
Who seems to care, unlike other men.
He stays behind,
And leaves a friend a special gift.
Three red roses and some alcohol,
Into the graveyard, he seems to drift.
Most people seem a bit worried, but not all.
I am one of them who aren’t.
I feed it sweet,
That he would visit a deceased man of art.
I wish I could walk into that graveyard with my own two feet,
And leave a present for the artist the man visits,
My own bit of uniqueness –
A white rose on the grave, just let it sit.
This is my special wish.

He lived a tragic life filled with misery and woe,
But I have to say, I would have gotten no where with my art without Edgar Allen Poe.

© 9-11-08 Morgan Evans AKA - Jinx 13 JDR

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

The 'what the fuck do I want to do with my worthless life' list:
F - Failed.
M - Miracle. {{I made it. Thank God.}}
FU - FUCK YOU! {{I failed miserably.}}
+ W - I am still trying to make it better or I am starting soon.
At the end of the list, there are notes. And apologies at the end.



1.) M - Figure out why I'm here.
2.) M + W - Try to my bestfriend happy again.
3.) FUFUFUFUFUFU - Be with the one I love.
4.) FU + W - Sort out this piece of shit I call a life.
5.) M + W - Live where I'm happy.
6.) + W - Get all my friends {{Family of Mine}} and bring them with me, and away from the hell hole they call home.
7.) + W - Live the rest of my life with Family of Mine.
8.) + W - Adopt atleast one child.
9.) + W - Live in a house as big as possible and have as much land as possible.
10.) + W - Watch over Family of Mine and friends without screwing everything up.
11.) + W - Make sure people from around the world know my name.

Notes -
I will be adding more as I go.
1.) I am still trying to figure it out like every other being on the Earth.
2.) I am trying and keep giving up and making things worse.
3.) I made it far. I need to make it better.
4.) I really need to sort this out.
5.) I made it somewhere I can call home. Now I need Family of Mine here and happy with me.
6.) I will be coming to get Family of Mine in around 3 to 4 years. Until then, please, hang on.
7.) Working on it.
8.) I have to. It's sad to know kids don't have parents. I want one.
9.) No matter what, that will happen.
10.) That's gonna be REALLY fucking hard...
11.) People will remember me. Whatever I do, I will be known for it.

I will be adding more. And this maybe my last post.
APOLOGIES!:
I am sorry to everyone who asked me for help and I couldn't help.
I am sorry to everyone that I hurt because of my own selfishness.
I am especially sorry to Jada.
For everything. If there is anyway to help, please tell me. Please. I would do alot to help you now. What do I do? Leave you alone? Stay? What? Just please answer me.
I am so sorry Jada. Please forgive me. I will understand if you don't. But please atleast tell me you won't forgive me.
I am sorry. I know, you are probably thinking that I said I was sorry too much.
Truth is, and we both know it, I haven't apologized enough.
If there is anything specific you want me to apologized for, tell me. And I will post it here. I will even call you and say it. I don't know when I will be able to call you and say it. But I will.
Just please, I want to help.
And I will say it again, I am sorry.

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Friday, June 20, 2008

Never forget me. Never forget my laugh, touch, embrace, smile, and soul. Remember me. Always.

- Mug.



If I could, I would.

Okay, how do start this out?
Yeah, whatever, I haven't written in a while.
Hey! I can do write I want... Like, I can shout if I want to shout...
So.. I guess I'll just put things down, to where it rhymes. Yeah, I'll give that a trial.

Let's start this off like this:
When you say 'You need better.' I'm like a deer stuck in head lights.
I don't care if you want way more than a simple kiss.
I don't want anymore fights.

Maybe I do need better, but you know what?
If you aren't the best I can get, I don't want the best at all.
I know, you the one who talks...You hate that about me. I can feel it in my gut.
It's not my fault that when you talk I walk into a wall.

If I could actually say what I mean, I would.
It hurts to know I'll never be able to show you my smart, romantic, poetic side.
I would if I could...
I know it always seems like I hide.

To tell you the truth I probably am.
But not the way you think.
I hide because I can't remember, can't think at all for that matter...It's like my brain is jammed.
Gah... when you look at me... I feel as if I shrink.

Like you say one word, and I'll die.
I have to addmit,I am scared of you.
Fuck.. this is making me cry...
But it's true.

As I said before, if I could say what I meant, I would...
I want you in my life.
I love you and I don't care if I shouldn't or should...
... Please... No more strife...

It hurts us both.
And I'm guessing mostly you.
Yeah, I am pretty sure it's you the most...
And you know it too.

... I guess I should end what I am trying to say...
It's not coming out right...
But please remember, I want you in my life, and if I could say what I meant...
I would.

I guess, until I can say it, I will just have to say, I love you so much...more than you could ever know...


July 5th 2008 11:36pm
Jinx D. Rees AKA- Jinx 13 ME

I'll cut, and paint a white rose red. Taint it with human blood. And give it to you as a gift. <3
July 16th 2008 3:34am.
Jinx D. Rees AKA - Jinx 13 ME
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Changing my site. << Duh.
My mom is going to try to change the color on my icon thinger so that it matches. <333
And I am bleeding to death this week so shut the fuck up.
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

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Ritoru arubino neesan, Thylacine - Watashi gozen ato gunsostu.
Black tar in my veins. Once new, now staind.
Big black nemesis parthenogenesis, no one move a muscle as the dead come home.
No mercy for the lost. No soothing for the sad. The line is never crossed. They are the living dead.









http://www.latest-hairstyles.com/gallery/emo/08.html
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Eh.
LIFE'S GONNA SUCK WHEN I GROW UP, WHEN I GROW UP!
WHEN I GROW UP!
LIFE'S GONNA SUCK WHEN I GROW UP!
AND ITS SUCKS PRETTY BAD RIGHT NOW!
http://www.latest-hairstyles.com/gallery/emo/08.html

http://www.quizilla.com/stories/7499883/answers-akatsuki-interview
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Monday, June 16, 2008

BLAH BLAH! FUCKING BLAH!
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/3490828/which-is-your-worst-deadly-sin-beautiful-pictures

hidan: I HATE HER I HATE HER FAMILY I HATE HER COW!!! * throws holy water on you* JASHIN CURE THIS DEMON!! (you: grabs holy water and shoves it down his troat*)

Itachi: She's/he's... ok. I don't mind them.
Kisame: Eh, they're a good drinking partner... can handle alcohol. -smirks-
Deidara: Kinda scary... un...
Sasori: My kinda person. -smirks-
Tobi: Scaaaarrryyy! >o< Zetsu: Mmmm...
Kakuzu: Hmm... kinda sexy...
Hidan: -grins- Sexy.
Pein: She's/he's... a little demented, but hey, she/he fits in well...
Konan: A little... out there...
>>What They Really Think<<
Itachi: Thinks you're cute, but doesn't bother with you.
Kisame: Thinks you're fun to hang around with, even though you're kinda mean.
Deidara: Doesn't like you that much.
Sasori: Is in lust with you.
Tobi: Stays away from you.
Zetsu: Wants to devour you.
Kakuzu: Thinks you're sexy.
Hidan: Also thinks you're sexy.
Pein: Thinks you're out there and is a little frightened by you.
Konan: Also thinks you're "out there", and tries not to speak to you.

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

IGNORE
http://www.weddingclipart.com/guide/wedding-v
ows/Catholic-Wedding-Vows.html
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