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Birthday
• 1994-01-07
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Female
Location
• Don't know, my guess, Hell...
Member Since
• 2006-11-17
Occupation
• A strange girl creature waiting for life to begin.
Real Name
• Jinx and only if I have given you permission, I shall allow you to call me something else.
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• I don't have any.
Anime Fan Since
• 1997
Favorite Anime
• Clamore, InuYasha, Elfen Lied, Loveless, Wolf's Rain, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Prince of Tennis, Mar, Naruto, Bleach, Scryed
Goals
• To find my purpose in this Hell filled world we call home.
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• Art. Mainly sketching, etc.
Talents
• Art and nothing more. (It's shocking I even have one.)
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Friday, June 20, 2008
Never forget me. Never forget my laugh, touch, embrace, smile, and soul. Remember me. Always.
- Mug.
If I could, I would.
Okay, how do start this out?
Yeah, whatever, I haven't written in a while.
Hey! I can do write I want... Like, I can shout if I want to shout...
So.. I guess I'll just put things down, to where it rhymes. Yeah, I'll give that a trial.
Let's start this off like this:
When you say 'You need better.' I'm like a deer stuck in head lights.
I don't care if you want way more than a simple kiss.
I don't want anymore fights.
Maybe I do need better, but you know what?
If you aren't the best I can get, I don't want the best at all.
I know, you the one who talks...You hate that about me. I can feel it in my gut.
It's not my fault that when you talk I walk into a wall.
If I could actually say what I mean, I would.
It hurts to know I'll never be able to show you my smart, romantic, poetic side.
I would if I could...
I know it always seems like I hide.
To tell you the truth I probably am.
But not the way you think.
I hide because I can't remember, can't think at all for that matter...It's like my brain is jammed.
Gah... when you look at me... I feel as if I shrink.
Like you say one word, and I'll die.
I have to addmit,I am scared of you.
Fuck.. this is making me cry...
But it's true.
As I said before, if I could say what I meant, I would...
I want you in my life.
I love you and I don't care if I shouldn't or should...
... Please... No more strife...
It hurts us both.
And I'm guessing mostly you.
Yeah, I am pretty sure it's you the most...
And you know it too.
... I guess I should end what I am trying to say...
It's not coming out right...
But please remember, I want you in my life, and if I could say what I meant...
I would.
I guess, until I can say it, I will just have to say, I love you so much...more than you could ever know...
July 5th 2008 11:36pm
Jinx D. Rees AKA- Jinx 13 ME
I'll cut, and paint a white rose red. Taint it with human blood. And give it to you as a gift. <3
July 16th 2008 3:34am.
Jinx D. Rees AKA - Jinx 13 ME
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