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• 1994-01-07
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• Don't know, my guess, Hell...
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• 2006-11-17
Occupation
• A strange girl creature waiting for life to begin.
Real Name
• Jinx and only if I have given you permission, I shall allow you to call me something else.
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• I don't have any.
Anime Fan Since
• 1997
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• Clamore, InuYasha, Elfen Lied, Loveless, Wolf's Rain, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Prince of Tennis, Mar, Naruto, Bleach, Scryed
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• To find my purpose in this Hell filled world we call home.
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• Art. Mainly sketching, etc.
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• Art and nothing more. (It's shocking I even have one.)
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
The 'what the fuck do I want to do with my worthless life' list:
F - Failed.
M - Miracle. {{I made it. Thank God.}}
FU - FUCK YOU! {{I failed miserably.}}
+ W - I am still trying to make it better or I am starting soon.
At the end of the list, there are notes. And apologies at the end.
1.) M - Figure out why I'm here.
2.) M + W - Try to my bestfriend happy again.
3.) FUFUFUFUFUFU - Be with the one I love.
4.) FU + W - Sort out this piece of shit I call a life.
5.) M + W - Live where I'm happy.
6.) + W - Get all my friends {{Family of Mine}} and bring them with me, and away from the hell hole they call home.
7.) + W - Live the rest of my life with Family of Mine.
8.) + W - Adopt atleast one child.
9.) + W - Live in a house as big as possible and have as much land as possible.
10.) + W - Watch over Family of Mine and friends without screwing everything up.
11.) + W - Make sure people from around the world know my name.
Notes -
I will be adding more as I go.
1.) I am still trying to figure it out like every other being on the Earth.
2.) I am trying and keep giving up and making things worse.
3.) I made it far. I need to make it better.
4.) I really need to sort this out.
5.) I made it somewhere I can call home. Now I need Family of Mine here and happy with me.
6.) I will be coming to get Family of Mine in around 3 to 4 years. Until then, please, hang on.
7.) Working on it.
8.) I have to. It's sad to know kids don't have parents. I want one.
9.) No matter what, that will happen.
10.) That's gonna be REALLY fucking hard...
11.) People will remember me. Whatever I do, I will be known for it.
I will be adding more. And this maybe my last post.
APOLOGIES!:
I am sorry to everyone who asked me for help and I couldn't help.
I am sorry to everyone that I hurt because of my own selfishness.
I am especially sorry to Jada.
For everything. If there is anyway to help, please tell me. Please. I would do alot to help you now. What do I do? Leave you alone? Stay? What? Just please answer me.
I am so sorry Jada. Please forgive me. I will understand if you don't. But please atleast tell me you won't forgive me.
I am sorry. I know, you are probably thinking that I said I was sorry too much.
Truth is, and we both know it, I haven't apologized enough.
If there is anything specific you want me to apologized for, tell me. And I will post it here. I will even call you and say it. I don't know when I will be able to call you and say it. But I will.
Just please, I want to help.
And I will say it again, I am sorry.
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