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Tuesday, March 1, 2005


The only reason, I won't cry....
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The past couple of days have been some of the better/worse ones I've had lately.

All weekend, I fretted over something I never did, I had some interesting chats, ~_^, and realized how much of an ass I am.

Part 1- The Friendship Rant

I was talking with this guy anmed Martin the other day about making friends. He told me that any time he's had to move, he's changed so he'll get friends. I couldn't believe that anyone would do that, but it seemed like he was really telling the truth.

Now, what kinda bullshit is that? I can't believe that no one would hang out with someone just because they're different. That's just wrong. I mena I realize how mean kids are today. but I mean moving is hard enough, (I should know) but having to change, that jsut doesn't feel right. I know I haven't tried to change or anything, although some people moght have noticed something wtihin the past couple of months.

I just can't live in a society where no one will accept difference, and force it to change. Why? [/end rant number 1, start question 1]

Part 2- Why I can't decide to anything.

For the life of me, I cannot sit and make a decision and then follow through with it. It seems like any time I make a plan, it falls through for some reason.

Whether it be my own fear, or my laziness, I have never made a plan and followed through with it for longer than a month. I cannot believe that. I feel like if I can't keep a simple porsmise to myself, how am I going to keep one to my partner in life? Gah, I need to stop thinking over myself so much.

Part III, IV, V, and VI, will come tomorrow, and Thursday.

ANNOUNCEMENT: Annie has lost her internet, so she will not be coming back until after her training.

If you want to talk to her, she'd be more than happy to, but please keep it to one message at a time, and be patient, because she is on a cell phone.

ANNIE I'M GONNA MISS YOU!!!!!!


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