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Wednesday, April 27, 2005


Falling.
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I'm really thinking April is a shitty month. I realize good things have come and gone, but it just seems like life just gets worse every couple of days for at least one person close to me.

I cannot believe that it would be based on anything other than the choices in life that are made, but it just seems like there's something chaning the course of things. (I've been playing too much Eternal Darkness. Poor poor Edward and Max.)

I won't call out any names, but one friend lost alot of things to something that should have been done, but wasn't. Two others are having love troubles, although one is also having problems elsewhere.

I realize that the people I mentioned have already posted about it on myO, but I still feel weird just saying "So-and-So is having love troubles". It feels like I'm gossiping or something horrible like that.

Yes, I do condem gossipping. It is one of the worst things kids do in school.

I will first off mention that I have gossipped before, and will probably in the future.

When someone starts talking about someone else and they're sitting right there, it gets me. Because I know that they can hear every word, and they just sit there taking it in, and trying to keep thier pride by not crying. I cannot stand it, because I endured it for like two or three years. It hurts me emmotionally, and I usually try to clear it up.

Bah, I just don't like people who think they're better than everyone else because they have the "best" clothes, or hang out with the "best" people.

I'm glad that it doesn't happen in the German schools as much, but it does happen, and I don't like it when it gets directed at me. It's like "Oh, so what do you think of *insert name*? I think they're so *insert adjective*."

Anyway, hopefully things'll clear up and life will get better in May.

I love everyone here, and I'll see you all on Sunday.

^.^ aka JJ

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