Sunday, November 25, 2007

Moments....

"I believe that there are moments in every persons life that, once passed, cannot be redone. Moments that define who you will become. Moments that define what will happen to you in the rest of your life."

Why does it seem like everytime I go through
one of these moments I seem to hurt someone?
How can I be so blind to anothers pain
and not find away to stop their suffering?
Is there anyway to stop their pain and heal
their heart?
There is no way to go back and fix things
that should never have happened...
words that should never have been spoken...
I fear that I may have hurt someone to bad to fix...
and I wish I could undo that moment...
even if it means taking away my own happiness...
But if there was a way to do it...
would the happiness of one person be worth
the sadness of another?
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Why is it...
Why is it...
that no matter how hard I try...
I'm always afraid
Why is it...
that no matter how many times you say it...
I never believe...
it never makes sense in my head...
it doesn't matter how much I want to...
my body won't listen to my mind...
so many different times...
I've tried to make you smile...
make you happy....
I try to do things...
because not only do I want them...
but I think that you would to...
or that they would make you smile...
but no matter how much my feelings say yes
my body says no
my mind lives in fear that
the body will be rejected
...
no matter how many times you say
you love me...
no matter how many times you say
that im not ugly...
no matter how many times you say
that it doesn't matter...
...
Why is it...
that it feels like it does?
and Why is it...
that it scares me?
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Sunday, November 11, 2007

What Each Kiss Means...
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
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What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
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Advice;
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
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Requirements;
Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
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If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are
missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what each kiss means
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Never Say Goodbye
I stare at the door
that you walked through before
it closed I tried to say
but no sound came out as away
you turned and my heart broke
if only I could have found my voice and spoke
maybe you wouldn't have gone
but now I just stare all along
hoping you come back through the door
so that my heart won't feel this sore
I realize now that without you I'd be lost
I'd fight for you no matter the cost
as long as you come back to me
I'd try so hard to make you see
how much you really mean
even though this may truely seem
to be a little extreme
I just can't live without you
so please come back through
the door and return to me
you've been gone for a minute or three
but to a person who loves you
it's an eternity or two
so please won't you see
how much you mean to me
I love you always and forever
but please don't leave me, please never
say goodbye
never cry
for I love you...
more then you'll ever know...
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Friday, October 19, 2007

How do you know?
So...how do you know when you found that special someone?
I mean...how do you know that they're the one...
I mean THE one...
that person you want to spend your life with
your soul mate
your true love...
to me...
it's gotta be everytime you look over at the person...
anytime you see them
hear their voice
or even a song that reminds you of them...
but anytime something like that happens
you know,
it's them...
you know it...
because, you can't help but smile...
you look at them and you know
with every fiber of your being...
that they're the one for you
when you hear their voice,
and it makes your heart skip a beat...
when you read a note they wrote,
it makes you blush and feel all warm inside...
...but that's what i think...
Everytime I look over at her...
and I smile...
Her voice makes my heart beat faster...
And her notes make me long to be with her again...
My friend
My soul mate
My love
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Friday, September 21, 2007

No Kid Should Have to Go Through This Ever!

My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me to the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Because you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because u r effected,

Do something about it!

So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !!

REPOST THIS AS no kid should have to go through this ever!
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