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Saturday, November 17, 2007


Why is it...
Why is it...
that no matter how hard I try...
I'm always afraid
Why is it...
that no matter how many times you say it...
I never believe...
it never makes sense in my head...
it doesn't matter how much I want to...
my body won't listen to my mind...
so many different times...
I've tried to make you smile...
make you happy....
I try to do things...
because not only do I want them...
but I think that you would to...
or that they would make you smile...
but no matter how much my feelings say yes
my body says no
my mind lives in fear that
the body will be rejected
...
no matter how many times you say
you love me...
no matter how many times you say
that im not ugly...
no matter how many times you say
that it doesn't matter...
...
Why is it...
that it feels like it does?
and Why is it...
that it scares me?

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