You know what sucks? Crushes.
I have a crush on this guy in my German 203 class. He's really cute, really smart and really nice. I've been lucky enough to have him in my group assignments so I'm very slowly getting to know him better on MSN (it's the only "place" that the group can meet outside of class time).
And I found out that his 22nd Birthday is coming up this weekend! I was so excited when he told me (I'm a sad person, I know, lol).
I was seriously thinking about telling him that I thought he was cute... but I was afraid that saying that might create tension. Maybe when the course is over, I can tell him, and that way if things get awkward it won't be as bad because I might not get to work with him again.
Just thinking that makes me feel sad...
I have an attraction to Asian guys, and he's the only guy that I am attracted to that's not Asian.
I was chatting with him for a bit on MSN about our German project that was due, when a bunch of girls on my floor were asking who I was talking to (because I was all giddy and happy, lol). When I told them that I was talking to "the hot, smart, nice guy in my German class" they were all like, "Ask him to send a picture of himself!"
NO! I can't ask him for a pic! That's crazy!
Though I wouldn't mind having one... hehehe
Ah, I'm hopeless... He and Natasha would make a better couple than me and him...
But I can still day-dream... *sighs*
That Cute, Smart, Nice Guy...