Having gotten a few things off my chest, I feel a bit better.
Only one person knows, and that's the most important thing. I still want to tell my other friends. I don't know how though... I still don't quite understand everything.
Or what to do or think for that matter.
But I feel better now, knowing that I have at least admitted the truth to someone.
The next step is going to be the hardest part...
If I choose to take the next step that is.
I should... because that's not fair to everyone.
It would be selfish of me not to tell everyone.
When I am ready, I will tell. When I am more sure, more confident, I will tell everyone.
