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Saturday, June 30, 2007


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Is a very sad day for me. Today my boyfriend left with his family to go to the beach for a week. This will be the longest time I have ever spent away from him, and it's tearing me apart. You all might not want to sit there and read about how much I miss him, but I need to say all of this, so be ready for it.

Today, tomorrow, and all next week is going to suck, and I rarely use that word. But I'm right it's going to. I'll eventually stop crying so much, and I'll be abel to talk to him a few times sure, but it wont be easy for me to try to be happy. A few of you are probally thinking that "oh sure like she really misses him so much that she can't be happy.", but it's true. I can't be truly "happy" with out him. The only other person that I can talk to like I do him is God. So that's what I'll be doing. But for me it wont be the same.

I wont get to feel his arms around me, I wont get to see his beautiful face, I wont get to see him at all. I can harldy take it. It hurts alot. The only good thing that will come out of this is when I get to see him again. I plan to tackel him, and not let go until were forced to go our sperate ways home. That will be the only good thing about this whole ordeal.

So please all of you that are reading this, please pray for my boyfriend and his family that they have a safe trip there, and back, and please pray for me. Thank you to all of those who read my whole post. I'll see yall later.

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