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Thursday, August 18, 2005

   ::sighs::
Lately I have been feeling depressed. I know you must be thinking What she just got back from a cruise shes one lucky bitch. Yea i know i'm lucky and all but lately i just havent been happy with myself. I feel like i have been trapped in some unreal fantasy and I feel so lonely and unreal. I like i need to be sticked and proded with pins and needles... I need to feel alive and needed... Yes i sound like some melodramatic teen but this is really how i feel. I'm surounded by so many people but yet i feel so lonely. Feel like the blood running throw me is like sand and I'm scared of myself. Over a couple of weeks i looks so differend from who i remember myself being. I'm so scared of myself and maybe what i'm becoming and even i dont know what i'm becoming. I'm sorry for the really weird post but i have to go for now

ciao
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