Mood: sore, VERY sore and tired.
Music: For You I Will by Teddy Geiger
Lifes, been... I dunno. It's had it's ups and downs. Friday during softball practice I slid into second base, but screwed my knee up. It's not like broken or anything. Thank God, It's just scraped up really badly, and I have been
having trouble walking...I think it may be infected... thats just my luck. Saturday I did nothing out of the usual. Sunday I went into Philly to South Street. I had a lot of fun and actually got to treat myself to something. I've been really busy with school. I have 2 research projects,
homework, tests and quizes, just finished up the third marking period so all that last minute stuff. Now we are doing Romeo and Julliet play in English... on top of the 6-10 research project on a topic approved by her.. I'm doing it on samurais.. I was going to do it on the history of Japanese
anime, but i couldn't fine enough resources... Anyway.. Monday, I had our first softball game. We lost 18 to 8.. which isn't that bad because the last inning we scored 7 runs... so we were oringially 18 to 1 so we aren't complete losers. :3. After softball I had guitar lessons. Today was nothing special either.
Didn't do much, school, softball practice, friend came over, homework, computer sleep. Yesterday, at practice I think i broke or jammed, I'm not a doctor so i don't know. My ring finger on my right hand... good thing I'm left handed. I just hope it's sore, so I won't have a problem playing tomorrow at our game. Especially since I'm
finally playing the position I like... First base. Well, I gotta go, I'm sore and tired, and i have to finish getting ready for school.... also I really need to learn how to stop complaining... I must annoy the hell out of people. Oh, By the way the background image in my post was taken and photomanipulated my moi. Dead Carnations are so pretty. :3
Just a poem I wrote
White Winged Angel
I have a monster that lives inside of me.
He’s the darkness that plagues my dreams.
He’s the evilness inside my thoughts.
I have an angel that lives inside of me.
He looks as pure as snow, but his heart is the color of poison dripping from a wound.
I have an evil that lives inside of me.
He’s passed through my blood and invades my being.
I have something that lives inside of me
Deep within my heart.
It gives me strength to carry on.
It’s my love for that special someone.
My special someone makes my white winged beast that lives inside of me a delusion.
I have emotions that live inside of me.
So for now, Goodbye my monster
Lay dormant inside my mind.
It's not that good. It's based off of the evilness that lies within us all. It may lay dormant for a while like a disease, but it will always be there.
Thought of the Day:
I hope my finger is alright. I'm hurt enough already.
ja ne for now
~Joninfox<3
