Sunday, May 6, 2007

   Noone is talking to me on MyO.....
Noone seems to be commenting on my blogs and it's been very quiet lateley. Oh well. I just hope that My mates comment soon. or post a blog entry or something.

anyway have fun everyone! byebye
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

   first day of martial arts for the term
AAAHHH!!

Noobies everywhere in my martial arts class! It used to be so good last year when we had skiiled people in martial arts, (Yes, that includes you Jaime-chan. Pfft) but now Yusuke-kun and Erina-san have left the martial arts class, so has Rachel-san so we're left with about 8-10 dedicated people who train and 12 new guys. We have a grading in two weeks time and because we are outnumbered by the new guys now it means that we have to go over things that we dont need for the grading and constantly teach them. Now this would'nt be so bad if it were'nt for the fact that most of them don't have their hearts in it ( they don't care about martial arts and just wanna bludge), and that we NEED TO TRAIN HARD so we can grade. It's not all bad though because Brown-sama is teaching Alex-kun and I weapons (I feel special) I guess I should'nt be annoyed though because we all have to start somewhere but there's just So may of them! oh well hopefully they won't like it and drop out. Brown-sama says that my kick's form is exellent so thats kinda made my day ^____^ Oh well i guess thats it from me for now Bye all!
Jya!

Oh BTW this is my karate style's emblem. I train under Shihan Scott Brown. ( I sound like a tool for saying that but it's something I'm very proud of! ^_^)





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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Life goals.....
Hi everyone. I wanna know what makes my freinds tick. I want to know if i have hopes and dreams that are possible or if its all just a load of BS.

Once in my life I knew what I wanted, but now I'm not so sure if I want life at all. Everything just feels wrong to me at the moment.

when i die spend eternity not experiencing or thinking, just in nothingess as if i don't exist and as if nothing ive ever done matters. I have no fear of God (i'm not really heaps relligious Anyway) but only hatred for my very existance. So anyway id like to ask everyone what their goals in life are and how those are turning out for them, and when they started to have these goals and all the rest. thanks everyone replies from any of my freinds who read this would be greatly aprecciated.

XXOO Joshi kun

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Monday, April 16, 2007

   sorry everyone but i need a release for this...
Sometimes our freinds hurt us by saying simple everyday things to us that they don't think or know will hurt us. sometimes i can be insensitive myself and most of my freinds dont hurt me when they say normal everyday things to me, but sometimes when our freinds are so close to our hearts that when talking to us they can accidentally slice us open without thinking about the repocussions of their words/actions. Now, it may or may not be their fault that they hurt us. because of this iv'e learned just how careful i must be with my freind's hearts. If I hurt them like i have just been, then people could end up dead....wheres this post going now? i thing i'm just babeling on now oh well i think its time for some alcohol and cry myself to sleep. :=_=:

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

   i'm bored and about to sleep
Bebop finished quickly and the rest. 25 eps and one movie. Jeez those animators are more lazy than Spike!

I have no idea why i'm here anymore sitting on msn and all.... anyway i think i'll sleep now...
night all! Oyasumi!



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