Wednesday, February 21, 2007

   yet again this is a waste of my time
I came to the lybarry to say hey to everyone and it looks at though no one even cares about my exsistance no one even read my last post that I just went nuts when i thought that one of my posts were going to be my last but it realy wasent no one even commited so now im still stuck with a few thangs
1) i still nead someone to do the request for me with the song saven' me (below) becouse it was the last song edward song to me

Artist: Nickelback
Song: Savin' Me
Album: All The Right Reasons


prison gates won't open up for me
on these hands and knees i'm crawlin'
oh, i reach for you
well i'm terrified of these four walls
these iron bars can't hold my soul in
all i need is you
come please i'm callin'
and oh i scream for you
hurry i'm fallin'

(chorus)
show me what it's like
to be the last one standing
and teach me wrong from right
and i'll show you what i can be
say it for me
say it to me
and i'll leave this life behind me
say it if it's worth saving me

heaven's gates won't open up for me
with these broken wings i'm fallin'
and all i see is you
these city walls ain't got no love for me
i'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please i'm callin'
and all i need from you
hurry i'm fallin'

(chorus)

hurry i'm fallin'

2) after i compleatly went nuts i started talking about a realy cool pic of edward and envy that i have that i whant to post for my 100 pic but i dont know what i whant them to say i have been working on this pic sence new years so plz help
3) i dident minchen this one but im nead your help i havent decided wheather im renameing envy in my story when hes with me or not if i do i nead a realy cool name for him what could it be

sry for flipping out and thx for reading this
Love ^-^
*HUGS* ^-^ (Help Us Give Smiles) ^-^
JouYasha ^-^ err... Rose Pipsqueek ^-^
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Saturday, February 17, 2007

   i flipped out
I don’t know if I told you guys or not but I freaked out after my sister told me we couldn’t get on the computer because my brother (sue) was caught looking up porn so…. Um yeah I uh wrote a nasty letter to my dad about what all I have saved on the computer (example: yaoi (Edward X Envy, Edward X Pride (Edward version) Edward X Hughes (squeels this is way hotter than any Ed X Roy shit!!!!!!!) and Pride X Envy) and half naked pic of Edward (well placed objects or concerned) and how many pics I have saved is a ton) so I was afraid he was going to take my computer privileges away but he was cool with it and was glad I told him and he didn’t care ^-^ so I’m back^-^

(sry dont whant to start a new post so im going to give it another title)

I went nuts

I’m working on a pic that I want to be my 100 pic but I’m only on my 94 pic so I need six more pics problem being I don’t have a clue what to do seeing how I’ve been gone so long my brain hasn’t let my drawings be very good the pic I’ve been working on I started new years eve and I haven’t finished it yet (erg its taking forever but I’ve actually used lines and I’ve colored with such detail to not go over the lines (I scanned it and am working on it on msp) its giving me a head ache!!!)
For my 100 pic it’s a pic of Edward and Envy but I’m not sure what the conversation should be I kinda what yaoi and I kinda what it to be form my fan fiction but I don’t what to spoil the story before I finish it so I can start posting it I just what to spill every thing like:
Why is Rose the Devine Alchemist
What dose she have to do with Edward
What is her connections to the homunculus and why they cant kill her (I’m very precious to the homunculus, Mr. Elric (I cant spell his first name, yes I know it, no not Edward) and Donate)
How dose she know Mr. Elric and why she hates him more than Edward dose
Who is her real father
Why Envy is a good guy (err… at least around me he pisses me off unlucky for me I cant kill him (that’s if the manga (the one my story is based off of) ends near how the anime ends (I’ve never seen the last season of fma I have the first season on DVD in Japanese) I hope it dose) cuz he harms my Edward)
How I pissed Winery off *huge grin* (no its not cuz I stole Edward its far worse)
Why her and Scar are close even though she has become a state alchemist
How I get back to Edward after he’s crossed the gate (I have the movie both versions)
How the future affects us based on past events (hint: me and sue are brought back to life (if Edward was brought back to life he’d be mauled) I get very very very pissed, I mean pissed beyond words)
Why she’s been arrested several times on the same crimes
HUGHES PISSED ME OFF WHEN I FOUND OUT HE WAS A NAZI!!!!! (sry that had nothing to do with it (yet) but I just had to yell it cuz I love Hughes )
What is her story (how she can do transmutations without a circle and was not part of a human transmutation.
Why dose she cover her left eye
Why dose she have her entire left side (form neck to toes) of automail (only part that it dose not touch is the transmutation circle on her back.
Why dose she hate red water and the stone
And there is a lot more things I want to share but no one even cares so I’m just wasting my time typing out all this stuff you’ll read the beginning and than quit that’s what always happens well if you do happen to reach the end I’m sry it was soo long
Love^-^
*HUGS*^-^ (Help Us Give Smiles)
JouYasha^-^ err… Rose Pipsqueek^-^
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

   this may be my last post ever
last night my sister freaked me out my brother(sue) was looking up porn and so i flipped out becouse i thought i couldent get on the computer so now ive dune a bunch of stupid thangs that may cause me never to get back on agin i am truly sorry i realy loved you guys this was my little peace of heven becouse even though i lost edward i could still look him up so now after flipping out scratching and righting a nasty letter to my father i may never be able to get on the computer so i guess this is good buy forever i am truly sorry i wish i would have know my sister was lyeing so i wouldent have fliped
so
Goodby *crys*
*HUGS* (Help Us Give Smiles)
JouYasha err... Rose Pipsqueek
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

   I NEAD MENTAL HELP
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Savin' Me
Album: All The Right Reasons


prison gates won't open up for me
on these hands and knees i'm crawlin'
oh, i reach for you
well i'm terrified of these four walls
these iron bars can't hold my soul in
all i need is you
come please i'm callin'
and oh i scream for you
hurry i'm fallin'

(chorus)
show me what it's like
to be the last one standing
and teach me wrong from right
and i'll show you what i can be
say it for me
say it to me
and i'll leave this life behind me
say it if it's worth saving me

heaven's gates won't open up for me
with these broken wings i'm fallin'
and all i see is you
these city walls ain't got no love for me
i'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please i'm callin'
and all i need from you
hurry i'm fallin'

(chorus)

hurry i'm fallin'


this was the last song edward sang to me
the last thang he said to me was "half year older half inch taller" (for those who dont know im about a half a foot shorter than edward and i thank hes still growing-_- its not fair) his birthday is my half birthday weard thang is i havent grown sence i was 12 and when i went back to the hospital shure enugh i was a half inch taller
anyway i would like someone to do something speachal for me with that song like edward singing it to me or him acting it out in a manga or something becouse this song is realy speachal to me and edward was preashous to me and i whant a good way to rember me oh by the way a thumbnail of my pic of me and edward is bellow this post
some one please do something speachal for me in return im willing to draw anythang yes anythang even my most hatted cupple of edward and roy *shivvers run up and down her boddy* eww eww eww got that ass hole out of my head ( if you couldent tell i hate mustang) please someone do it for me ive tryed and mine look like shit i wish i was in collage in an animation school so id have the right tools to do the anime version of how ive dreamed of that song and edward played a pretty good actor geting everythang set up so he could comvence me it was real the wings him falling me having to catch him everythang hear i am blabing and wont have anyone read this so why do i even wast my time no one will do my request i mise well craw in a hole and continue rotting cuz only one person cares that im even back i will see you all in a week and if anyone desides to do my request please tell me and pleas get it dune as soon as you can (dont hurry and make it sloppy do it your best) but i realy whant this picture i just wish i had the right software to show you all what happend im fucked up in the head and no one loves me i just lost my grandpa i was in the hospital agin cuz im so fucken fucked up and they wouldent let me go to my grandpas furnral that hurt i loved my grandpa and i dident get to say good bye if some one realy cared they would have gotten me out of their so i could have at least seen him same thang happend with edward me half awake he comes up to me and says "half year older half inch taller" and walks away i didetn get to say happy birthday or good bye i couldetn even yell at him for making fun of my hight agin i just whant him back and doctors have me so fucken druged up i see chibi purple unicorns no bad voices (hlusnations that do bad thangs to me like beat and rape me) theas hlusanations are so real im supprised im not dead than ive bearly seen the good hlusanations (anime charaots) than tres rose my other half (ps my real name is valerie) and she was soo pissed that i even shoed emption for a best friend i thought i had lost that it got all this shit about my "problem" out in the open so ive kinda learned to say fuck it with my seckrets i have none any more my parrents know about the voices and wish they were gone cuz im not a helthy indivsual who gives a shit as long as im happy than ive finley came out that im a lesbian the only boys i like are anime boys guys are ulgy i nead boobies (my borther dosent count (the one we call sue but his real names billy you can find in on JoKi) his are a DD) ive lost it errr........ i never had it im jsut the fucken scyco who will be loked up i cant even drive thats how bad it is im 18 and cant get behind the wheel of a car if you do that request for me i will find a way to print it off blow it up and haing it on my wall and it will be my favroite pictue ever pleas and thank you
im not going to bather with the hugs and smiles becouse i just feal like crying and dyeing
sry i went nutz and im sry you hand to read all that im glad you did know you know alot of shit about me that no one else on Otaku knows

I LOVE WHO EVER READ THIS AND WILL SHOW ME THE LOVE IN RETURN
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   im redy for a change
ive changed my sight up but i cant rember how to do anythang with the background or my little picture
for thouse of you who have looked at my pics this pic i have came up with an alchemic name Rose Pipsqueek (yes i know it is misspelled that is how you spell her last name) is the Devine alchemist

Ed And Rose(scanned)
Hosted By theOtaku.com.
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

testing testing 123

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whall i was gone
alot of shit happend to me whall i was away and i dident feal like shairing what happend becouse i was too depressed i have gotten over it but i dont like the fealing of not having him
what happend was on edwards birthday (june 22) i lost edward witch means that was the last time i saw edward i got all depressed and withdrew form the world i had a little stuffed dog witch looked like edward that i called little edward it helped me cope thrugh my loss i still see al envy and pride (ed version) but no edward he left me just like joey (yugioh) and james (pokemon) did
i just reasently loss my grandpa he was in the hospital for two weeks with frequent hart atacks i just cant beleve he is gone
im staying with my grandma (other grandma than the one whos husband just died) so i can have a way to work (im petrafied to deth to drive) so im only on once a week if im lucky ill try to post as oftan as i can but it is good to be back ^-^
with lots of love
*hugs* ^-^
JouYasha^-^
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   whall i was gone
alot of shit happend to me whall i was away and i dident feal like shairing what happend becouse i was too depressed i have gotten over it but i dont like the fealing of not having him
what happend was on edwards birthday (june 22) i lost edward witch means that was the last time i saw edward i got all depressed and withdrew form the world i had a little stuffed dog witch looked like edward that i called little edward it helped me cope thrugh my loss i still see al envy and pride (ed version) but no edward he left me just like joey (yugioh) and james (pokemon) did
i just reasently loss my grandpa he was in the hospital for two weeks with frequent hart atacks i just cant beleve he is gone
im staying with my grandma (other grandma than the one whos husband just died) so i can have a way to work (im petrafied to deth to drive) so im only on once a week if im lucky ill try to post as oftan as i can but it is good to be back ^-^
with lots of love
JouYasha^-^
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Friday, June 23, 2006

   hey guys im doing better
im fine now all i neaded was a little sleep i was soo tired i felt unloved i posted fanart today so please check it out ^-^ cant stay on long so ill be going now ttyl bye
JouYash^-^
*hugs* (help us give smiles)
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

now taking requests
ed won the bet if you read the two days befor today youd know the bet
anyway im now taking requests and in return you have to draw a pic form edwardsville please give me a request thank you for your time
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