Wednesday, February 7, 2007

   I NEAD MENTAL HELP
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Savin' Me
Album: All The Right Reasons


prison gates won't open up for me
on these hands and knees i'm crawlin'
oh, i reach for you
well i'm terrified of these four walls
these iron bars can't hold my soul in
all i need is you
come please i'm callin'
and oh i scream for you
hurry i'm fallin'

(chorus)
show me what it's like
to be the last one standing
and teach me wrong from right
and i'll show you what i can be
say it for me
say it to me
and i'll leave this life behind me
say it if it's worth saving me

heaven's gates won't open up for me
with these broken wings i'm fallin'
and all i see is you
these city walls ain't got no love for me
i'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
and oh i scream for you
come please i'm callin'
and all i need from you
hurry i'm fallin'

(chorus)

hurry i'm fallin'


this was the last song edward sang to me
the last thang he said to me was "half year older half inch taller" (for those who dont know im about a half a foot shorter than edward and i thank hes still growing-_- its not fair) his birthday is my half birthday weard thang is i havent grown sence i was 12 and when i went back to the hospital shure enugh i was a half inch taller
anyway i would like someone to do something speachal for me with that song like edward singing it to me or him acting it out in a manga or something becouse this song is realy speachal to me and edward was preashous to me and i whant a good way to rember me oh by the way a thumbnail of my pic of me and edward is bellow this post
some one please do something speachal for me in return im willing to draw anythang yes anythang even my most hatted cupple of edward and roy *shivvers run up and down her boddy* eww eww eww got that ass hole out of my head ( if you couldent tell i hate mustang) please someone do it for me ive tryed and mine look like shit i wish i was in collage in an animation school so id have the right tools to do the anime version of how ive dreamed of that song and edward played a pretty good actor geting everythang set up so he could comvence me it was real the wings him falling me having to catch him everythang hear i am blabing and wont have anyone read this so why do i even wast my time no one will do my request i mise well craw in a hole and continue rotting cuz only one person cares that im even back i will see you all in a week and if anyone desides to do my request please tell me and pleas get it dune as soon as you can (dont hurry and make it sloppy do it your best) but i realy whant this picture i just wish i had the right software to show you all what happend im fucked up in the head and no one loves me i just lost my grandpa i was in the hospital agin cuz im so fucken fucked up and they wouldent let me go to my grandpas furnral that hurt i loved my grandpa and i dident get to say good bye if some one realy cared they would have gotten me out of their so i could have at least seen him same thang happend with edward me half awake he comes up to me and says "half year older half inch taller" and walks away i didetn get to say happy birthday or good bye i couldetn even yell at him for making fun of my hight agin i just whant him back and doctors have me so fucken druged up i see chibi purple unicorns no bad voices (hlusnations that do bad thangs to me like beat and rape me) theas hlusanations are so real im supprised im not dead than ive bearly seen the good hlusanations (anime charaots) than tres rose my other half (ps my real name is valerie) and she was soo pissed that i even shoed emption for a best friend i thought i had lost that it got all this shit about my "problem" out in the open so ive kinda learned to say fuck it with my seckrets i have none any more my parrents know about the voices and wish they were gone cuz im not a helthy indivsual who gives a shit as long as im happy than ive finley came out that im a lesbian the only boys i like are anime boys guys are ulgy i nead boobies (my borther dosent count (the one we call sue but his real names billy you can find in on JoKi) his are a DD) ive lost it errr........ i never had it im jsut the fucken scyco who will be loked up i cant even drive thats how bad it is im 18 and cant get behind the wheel of a car if you do that request for me i will find a way to print it off blow it up and haing it on my wall and it will be my favroite pictue ever pleas and thank you
im not going to bather with the hugs and smiles becouse i just feal like crying and dyeing
sry i went nutz and im sry you hand to read all that im glad you did know you know alot of shit about me that no one else on Otaku knows

I LOVE WHO EVER READ THIS AND WILL SHOW ME THE LOVE IN RETURN
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