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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

   MY LIFE COULDENT GET ANY WORSE
grate my best friend with the finachal problems borke his promas he did it agin he tryed to kill him self by jumping off the tallest bilding he could find around her (we dont have verry big bildings) im glad he dident kill himself but the thang is he tryed than my other friend who lost her uncle a week ago and today she took an over dose of her medication luckly shes doing ok shes still living and in a mental hospital thats just today about a year ago my coson killd him self and exactly a year later my aunt killed herself my freidns and family have all truend suisidle
another friend is depressed another friend wont talk to me bout her problem
sometimes i thank bout coming hamasidle or suisidle myself cuz i cant deal with it anymore i try to help but all i do is make them feal worse or make me feal worse and i regreat thangs like that i just whant to help but every time i make thangs worse some how maby i should just go kill myself so i dont have to deal with it anymore no body cares and if they do they dont show it id be the person when people learn of my death theyll be like whos that girl
so if i brake down and cry its cuz
I!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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