Sunday, May 22, 2005

   what a weekend ive had
i dont even know whare to begin.... lets see
FRIDAY
at school theirs this boy i realy like and he likes me wed like to be bf/gf but you see im wight and hes black and our parrnence are races to top it off im the "hillbilly/readneck/bluecolor/country folk" type and blacks and us dont get along too well so bacly its a mondern day romeo and julet *sigh* not much i can do but hangout with him at school
also it was the last day of school for the senors so alot of my friends i wont get to see anymore except at grad and after grad a friend invited me to go with him (not as a date even tho i like him) when i get in first hour with my fav teacher he yells at me for talking when i was in the hallway what up with that when i get to second hour with a teacher i hate (anoying little #&#$@#%) moves me acorss the room for talking i dont even like any one in that class and i wasent even talking so when she moved me i couldent see the board and when i asked to move back she snaped and put me in a buddy room than third hour i have a class with a teacher whom my stepmoms x use to date so i persnly know her and that means shes not as leanit with me as the rest of the stdents so our class misbehaves im the first one moved outta the room than in last hour i gave up and just sleep thurth class their i dident get in troble at home my syblings where hear for the weekend and an anoying friend came over and would not go away i was alredy in a bad mood so i locked my self in my room got in trobble for locking the door and was grounded form my room and that was just friday
SATERDAY
my borther was in somesort of turtment and had to be thair at six so my anoying syblings woke me up so i watched tv whall my bors wen with my dad to the turdment my stepmom went to work and my anying sister stayed with me she made huge messes and would not leve me alone so i locked my self in my room this time i dident get in troble cuz my parrents wernt their i ticked my sister off thou when my famly got home we went to a bargan stor i whanted to get dance dance revlution for ps2 but my dad wouldent let me even thought id pay for it enstead i got a difrednt game when i got home my bors played it in my room and i still couldent kick them out when my dad and syblings went to my grandmas i went to sleep i couldent take it anymore they were wharing me out after words my lil sis stayed at grandmas and i watched tv whall my bors ran back and forth form my room to the living roomdriving me crazy
when they finly fell asleep i watched fruts basket epsode 1&2 on dvd (a friend let me barrow it) i fell in love with kyo instaly im not a big fan of yuki than i watched eppsodes 3-6 of x-men evlution on dvd i found it amoung my syblings crap theyll never know
SUNDAY
we go to grandmas on sundays for dinner and my brothers took alot of my stuff form my room to grandmas so like half of my stuff is overtheir (IM GOING TO KILL THEM) after diner my bors stole some thangs form me(like money) and thirs nothing i can do cuz im the oldest and i should learn to shar shar my @$$ thir constly staling thangs form me yet if i take anythamg form them i get in huge trobble>_< its not fair thyve finly gone home and yet most of my stuff is gone as usul whats the point of me having anythang if everytime i turn around my syblings are taking something at least they cant take my sights and friends fome me


what would make this day even worse is that i bet $5 no one even reads this or even cares about me so i have no point of being of this world anymore if everythang i ever have gets taken form me why not my life too?
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