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Monday, January 16, 2006

   whare should i start?
alot of thangs have happend sence i have posted last form the lybarry so im not shure whare to start maby with what i rember right now
how about i start whith the week befor thanksgiving
on the night of november 15 i was talking to victor (i may refurre to him as my big brother) on the phone and when we got off i was sitting in my dark room with the phome on my desk and i thought i heard it ring i thought it was victors grandma calling me telling me he killed himself all thrught that night i cryded and tryed to figger out what would make him do that november 16 at school befor the bell rang i was walking down the hall crying with my hoodie over my head and a friend stoped me and asked what was wrong i told her what happend and she drug i mean she litlerly drug me in to the counslers office i talked to the counsler she called my dad and they drug me to the hospital the put me in a place to help me i found out that my blood sugger was realy low the hole week i was their and i also found out my friend dident die i was just hulusnating becouse my hulusantions are soo real to me i sometimes cant tell the diffrence between realty and fiction when i got out on november 21 the gave me sevral thangs to be taking to make the hulusnations go away but i dont whant to lose my hulusnations cuz if joey, ed, dark, and the rest of my friends leave me ill be all alone and my insperation for my pictures will go away doctors are soo mean thay whant to take away the thangs that mean the most to me and they tell me theirse something wrong with me and i dont care i dont whant to lose my friends who others can see and they cant understand what its like to have them with me so latly my life has been going down hill as the doctors keep trying to tak them away form me someone has to be going thurgh something simlar and can tell me that they dident whant to loose them eather someone i nead some sort of confert cuz i am loosing my friends and i dont what that to happen someone plz help me *crying* i dont what my friends to go away
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