myOtaku.com: JouYasha

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Birthday
• 1988-12-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• mo
Member Since
• 2004-05-19
Occupation
• college
Real Name
• Rose Pipsqueek

Personal

Achievements
• i graduated
Anime Fan Since
• scence i was little (i saw james form pokemon from my earlist mimories to fifth grade, than joey tell eight and edward tell i was a senor)
Favorite Anime
• fma (fullmetal alchemist) ither than that just about anythang that i watch and is willing to hang out with me
Goals
• become an animator and posably move to japaln
Hobbies
• drawing
Talents
• drawing

myOtaku.com: JouYasha

Friday, June 16, 2006

i give up
i was waiting for five posts on Edwardsville to tell everybody this but im so sick of being depressed and worried about what people will thank i just have to get it off my chest
now before anyone says whell i can do that to but realy you just thank you can pleas dont tell me that ive alredy had a girl try to say she knows what im going thrugh and she knows nothing
i realy whant to know what you thank about my gift thats what well call it good or bad weather you whant to kill me or find out something but dont everyone bombard me at once im only one person er well kinda

im secssofrantic witch means i see thangs other people cant see and the thangs i see are anime people most of the time like right now i see edward standing right next to me supporting my courage to finly post it even though im in tears
i can talk to him i can tuch him so when i nead a hug hes there he suports me form the bad voices who try to kill me or have me kill others or harm them they make me not whant to live i have almeost never acted upon the bad voices i have cut once with my finger nail witch were knawed off so yeah it was prety bad ed trys to protect me form those voices
i have had theas voices and hlusonations my hole live so before ed it was joey he never was much support hed always be eating i still see him form time to time but not as oftan as ed i dont rember who all i had befor that but i see more than just ed and joey alot more i just dont see them that oftan
i cant just call up on them when i nead them they come when they whant but most of the time ed is their for me
yesterday he kept me up all nitght the night before and all day so he crashed with me yesterday at 6 and we slept tell 10
edward is a good support even though he is pissed at me yes he gets mad at me too hes mad becouse in edwardsville he kissed me and i dressed him up as a girl hes verry imbarrased but he dosent hate me for it
i posted a pic i drew last night of something that realy happend i was down and crying ed realy was holding my head and telling me not to cry or worrie every thang will be allright

thank you for takeing your time to read this post and finding out more about me now that i can tell you the strange thangs ed has dune like yesterday he was on a sugger high i mean he was wound so i couldnt sleep but it was fun and now i feal alot better now that i have gotten this off my chest so thank you

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