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Monday, April 16, 2007

   unknown on what to feel
well my peeps i come to you guys when im feeling shity or anything please help me out here
well my ex shay aka inuyashagirl852
shes no longer inlove with me
now you must be thinking why should this matter jeremy well the thing is i still love her even though its been over a year since we broke up
people tell me let her go but i dont wanna
well anyways she told me she loved me about 4-6 months back when we fought thats when i thought oh my god i finally have her back
so i thought because after being missing for awhile and this new guy by the name phu its my worst nightmare come true
shes fallen inlove with him
from what i know she and him are friends and she finds him to be cute and he makes her feel the way i feel when im talking with her


in my mind the only thing he has over me is that he live near her like same school near her
being all the way over here in san antonio is kinda what kill my boyfriend satus with her

i have no idea what to do anymore -sighs- i love her to death for many reasons
infact i know this sounds stupid shes the main reason im alive to this day

well i meant this when i told her that im happy being her friend and im still gonna love her
but i want more and she doesnt really know how much more
when i talk with her i am happy (when its not a bad chatting) and being her boyfriend was the only time i can say i was really really happy
but i digress, i told her also no matter how we are together friend, boyfriend,or husband to her
my heart will always be hers no matter how i see it shes my soul mate is just well i dont think she knows it or atleast wants to believe in that topic
well i told her i be on her side no matter how life went with us which i meant 100%
im happy for her but sad and pissed at myself
why cant she tell me instead of me finding out this myself
should i be happy only cause i love her or is that the right thing to do
can or should i be pissed and jelous of this phu guy
should i just give up and live alone like i fear
whats the thing to do please anyone i need answers
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