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Sunday, October 19, 2003


   never give in
My life i must say iz fucked up! wouldnt u say?
of course u would! im pushed around, ordered around...and i guess i do 'slave labour' i hate it here soooo much. to stop me going completely insane...cutting myself as ive said b4 is the only thing that does me good.
why am i like this...why am i the subject who is hated?
i just hope that i dont get sent to a counsilor or anything like that...fuck that would be bad......*sigh* im sorry to those ppl who think of me as some wacko....but this iz me and i like to tell people things...
do i even deserve to have the best person in the world? (b/f of course!:p)
sometimes i think that i AM just a decoy of some sort...a figure that is there to be used by others..and not to free to do as i'd like to happy.
does anyone else feel this way?....i promise my self this last cut im doing is my last until it heals...*it is deep and keeps bleeding so it'll be a while:Phehe*
ja ne
-vikki........jsp



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