myOtaku.com: Juggalo Son Pan

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Birthday
• 1987-03-08
Gender
• Female
Location
• AUS
Member Since
• 2003-08-30
Occupation
• Paint Distributor
Real Name
• Vikki

Personal

Achievements
• Cert II IT, ADV Diploma Graphic Design, Cert II Panel Beating/spray painting
Anime Fan Since
• who knows
Favorite Anime
• Berserk, D N Angel, chrono crusades
Goals
• Be an awesome artist/person
Hobbies
• ALL ARTS
Talents
• ART stuffs

myOtaku.com: Juggalo Son Pan

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

KILL ME
Ok...i know i havent put in a post 4 SOOOO long....and i must say that the past couple of weeks has been...A LITTLE ok...and stuff...but the last week has been hell...like im still blamed 4 everything...im suposivly "lazy and useless" when i put everything i got into doing work 4 fucked up parents...but NO they just say im a bitch..ect..i BASICALLY have to give up my homework and MY spare time to do work 4 them, house jobs, print ot things 4 em....THEY ARE THE LAZY ONES!!!....id swear and explain things better...but i dont want to offend anyone... any way....ive gotten back into cutting myself...only really to release my anger...i dont want to yell and hit or punch "them" cause im affraid to get in trouble, and be sent away....(thats want they are planning)...i know it cant be soo bad if i just move out now..but they told me they'd "disown me" and not let me near them again..and i cant take my stuff... its hell 4 me... so instead i think of them..get angry and release all the tension and anger thru a blade onto my hand or arm...my ankle is a new spot ive started with now too. Also i use glass if possoble...This seems to be affecting my school work as well...im doin worse than eva...and i cant concentrate AT ALL at home..i just want to die or..i dunno....but i DONT want to die really because i want to know everything i can and experience differnet technology being developed..(im in to new stuuf:p)(but then again i love antiques):p yeh any wayz....im EXTREMLY angry and im ready to EXPLODE ASAP....if ANYone pisses me off the slightest bit...im gunno BLOW..thats..it..
ciao ppl...i'll put up a post asap

ja ne!
Vikki...*JSP*(
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