Saturday, August 26, 2006

good morning, 5 AM
Last night I had a sad dream.
I was crying and talking,
but my words would fall,
People would stay around me
But I would always lie to them and myself
I could never help them
They would cry
While all I do is smile
I couldn’t help anyone
All I could do was watch
I would play and laugh
Just like everyone else
I wouldn’t allow my self to feel anything other than joy
Could never take off my smile
Until It was just too heavy to bear
Everyone would be so nice
They deserve to see who I am
But how do I do that?
Who am I?
Do you know?
Someone please tell me.
“I am nothing more than a little boy inside that cries out for attention, but I always try to hide”
Weird dream huh? Well whatever, I’m going back to bed, goodnight.

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

Forward march!!!
Wooot! This last week has been totally awesome! Marching band camp has started and we had a drill off today. It is soo much fun, but some of the sophmores are idiots. But in my section, they don't talk while we're playing like in other sections(me "politely" telling them to be quiet might've had something to do with it^_^) But it is soo much fun! oh my gosh! i always hang out with Aubrey or eric during lunch and during clas, it's just great playing. The first day this week when we started marching, 2 people passed out. So I was like,"woah", and we just kept on marching. But with all of the fun, this week kinda had some major bad news to it as well. I found out that my dog has a huge lump, and we might have to put her down. We've had her for over ten years, so that really dragged me down, and that night it was incidentally very stormy, so I just sat out there and thought. Oh, and my sister can be such a bitch sometimes. She got a little pug puppy, and she's too fucking lazy to clean up after the litle shit, so my dad and I had to, and so we had to use the carpet shampooer, because I kept telling her to pick it up, and she just got mad at me and would say she will, and then she took a nap and went to work! WTF!? so my dad and I cleaned and so she's majorly in trouble. so anyways, gotta go, later.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

It's over
dangit, my summer is ending after tomorrow, because marching band camp starts. And yeah, I know, "this one time at band camp."lol yeah so anyway, summer school ended(i took it voluntarily, not mandatory)and I have only gotten one week of not having to go to school... Yay-.- But in other news, TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY! yup, a whole 16 years old^_^ yesterday my friend Aubrey took me out present shopping cause it's a pain in the ass to shop for me so she had me decide^_^ YAY! It was at crones cupboard, which is a totally AWESOME store^_^ i was just bouncing around between the necklaces, books, incense, scented oils and whatnot for 40 minutes, yay! Today started kinda sucky, I was just not in a good mood, but then I started listening to Daler mehndi and O-zone, and even a little Gunther, and now all better. Woah, dude, I've gotta practice my Trombone, I haven't for like 2 months... uh oh o.O oh well. so yeah, anyways, I have finally returned to MYO and I'm going to try really hard to keep it updated "^_^" so yeah, later.
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

been a while
I'm back^_^ well lets see, it's summer and I have summer school.... great.(hint of sarcasm) 8 hours a day now, but I actually have quite a bit of fun. surprisingly enough. It's 5:51 AM where I'm at and I've been up since 2:36 0.O It's cause I slept during the day, not a good idea^_^ But it's fun^_^ And over the weakend I saw Nacho Libre!!! It was awesome! It may have been incredibly stupid, but it was funny. And I got to hang out with joe and audrey! (and some other guy that was with em) I hanen't seen then in freakin forever^_^ well that's all for today, later^_^
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

Woot!
Ever since I got back from spring break I've been havin a blast. yesterday I had a band concert and the day before it I started drivers ed, and tomorrow I have a jazz concert, which'll be fun. All DRIVERS BEWARE!!!! lol well, that's all for now, later.
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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Wooot!
Yesterday I went hotspringing and I feel great^_^ Today I'm going to a friends halo2 party, so how is your spring break going?
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

   Headache
I've been having so much fun lately, but this weekend I'm catching a cold, so I woke up with a pain in the ass headache. But I have gotten a bit better, I can actually talk^_^ lol I can't wait till next weekend, then it will be spring break^_^ Yay! Later.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

All better^_^
hello y'all, I'm doin great, my weekend has been hella fun soo far, yesterday I read witch hill, it's a quick read but it's a good book. only about 145 pages, but still a good book. And I downloaded the song that we're playing for band class. It's vesuvius. thats all for now, later.
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

Sorrow
Bad day today, because I said something to a friend that I really didn't mean. I was very stressed out because of things, and she just kinda got cought by the wake of frustration, and I said something that kinda hurt, and I regreted it every second of the day. she didn't deserve it at all. I was an ass that deserves a slap. Now all I can do is ask for her forgiveness. I never meant to cause anyone pain, especially not her. Aubrey, will you please forgive me?
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Friday, March 3, 2006

^_^
Hioh, I'm havin a great week, I'm gonna be baking brownies when I get home from school today. And I'm goind to be just having fun all weekend, so how is you weekend goin?
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