Sunday, November 27, 2005

   question.
ok, I have a question for you all, what is the best way to let someone who has really strong feelings for you down easy, and stay friends? any responses appreciated.
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party!!!!
Hi everyone, I just got back from a Halo2 party at my friend itachis.^_^ it lasted till 11, and it was soo much fun, cause my crazy ass got the idea of dog piles^_^ I had like 5 people piled laying down on the couch, poor drey, she was stuck at the bottom. but then again, so was I^_^ it was fun. but my dumbass friend steve was flirting with Drey, and my buddy and I could tell she seriously didn't want that. She's a very sad pearson and she's gotten emotionally hurt soo many times u can see pain in her eyes. and my buddy and I know it. We're good friends with her. And later I spent the night at his house last night and watched crash. Thats such a good movie. A bit sad, but really good. I reccomend it to whoever likes heavy movies with an actual point. well, I gotta go, peace. and now that it's officially after thanksgiving, I can now say MERRY CHRISTMAS! to whoever I want^_^ cause they can't complain.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
hello everyone, internet was bein screwy again but now it's totally fixed. so anyways, hello, how are youre thanksgivings going? I'm just gonna be hanging out with alot of relatives that are very boring, but I'll also have my good friend lord flufy coming. he's very eccentric. and I can't wait to taste the pumpkin pies I baked^_^my week has been goin really good. jazz band has been interesting. the lead trumpet has been gone for a week in inhouse for getting caught with his cell like 9 times. the teacher was about to go ape on his ass when he told him he couldn't have brought his music with him, he "never does". and it was needed. and nowhere to be found. and it's the week before a performance. so, it was an interesting day. well, later. happy thanksgiving.
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

back on line
ok, I wasn't online this week because fuckin cable-one was being retarded, and we had to get someone to come out and look at it. but it's finally fixed, and now I'm back^_^ so anyways, what happened was I went to the movies and saw that zethara (spelled VERY wrong) thing and it looked WAY too similar to jumanji. but it was pretty good. and I am havin soo much fun at school. scary isn't it? and it turns out that the 2 years of junior high playing haki-sak during lunch with my buddys was helpful in playing soccer in PE. I'm soo happy I switched out of weight training, I found out I was stronger than most and got outta there. the fucking teacher was such a dick. he was failing one pearson for telling him he didn't like him. he failed people who were injured because they couldn't do all their lifts. The bastards gettin fired at the end of this year though^_^ And in my electrical technologies class we went to the army national air-guard base for them to talk to us about what it is exactly they do and the programs they have their and why we should work for them when we graduate. their the 4th group. first was ITT tech, then Micron, then ISU,(they let us play with a gatling gun and a lazer harp/sound synthesizer) and now them. it's so weird. and in Biology we had to do a characteristics thing for genetics. we had to get with a partner and flip a coin to see if a dominant or recessive gene was passed on. I was with a girl who wouldn't stop lauphing....at everything>.< I wanted 2 be partnered with my friend kuronue, cause then we would've gotten done sooner (and she's cute as well, so it would have been even more fun^_^)lol well, I must go and comment on peoples post, BY BY^_^
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

   WOOOOOT!!!
Hello everyone, my marching is finally over!!! it ended with marching in the veterans day parade, and it was soo much fun^_^ now symphonic band starts and jazz band gets even more fun^_^ Now I'm just dancin to getting away with murder and havin fun^_^ And it's hillarious, I'm one of the few in the band that can dance with rhythm^_^ one of my friends is gonna make a music video of it and them dancing as well. we haven't figured on the song yet, but we got most of the footage done^_^well, later^_^
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   hello everyone!!!!
hello everyone, happy halloween! hope u enjoyed it. and for those who read my last posts, her mom said yes! and so I asked her out, and the answer was yes!! *dances around* and my halloween was soo much fun. I wasn't planning on dressing up, but a couple of my buddys came over and told me 2 git my ass into costume and go walk around with them. So I just threw something together and wound up looking like the crow kinda. And one of my best chick friends dressed up as a school girl^_^ and one of my friends was a PIMP!! and he's a midget, so it was even cooler!(he's awesome) I can't wait till next year, the chick friend of mine is going to dress up as a dominatrix and guess who volunteered to be the leather clad man-bitch?^_^oh well, I gotta go, I'm updating in the middle of class, which I'm not supposed to, so later^_^
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

*sigh*
here's a nice short story. There once was a 15 year old boy who was looking around in a small little cupboard, when he came across 2 small little tin containers. when he touched them, he suddenly felt as if it was familiar, as if he had felt it before. He couldn't explain it, but he felt as if it had a "vibe" of someone that he had recognized from childhood, no face really, just a blurry feeling that had been forgotten till then. and all of a sudden he felt tears begin to stream down his face as he felt an unexplainable sadness, tearing at him. He knew only that he could remember it, and that he would never feel that warmth again. he then realized that they had belonged to his grandparents, who had been dead since he was little, and that they were some of the posessions left behind. The tears only flowed faster as he realized how something so simple could affect him soo much. Death can be a funny thing, and even though someone can die, their memories live on, he thought to himself. So he thought about what if his other relatives died? His family was the only thing he had ever become emotionally attached to, and he just got to thinking,"what if?" what would I do? would there be any regrets? anything he wished he had said? then came the simple answer... no. The moral of the story is to tell those that you love what you truly feel. Because you never know when they could go, and to never live in regret. this is not a work of fiction. this story was actually my day.
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Monday, October 24, 2005

   yay
ok, first of all, thank you all for youre advice, and it really helped. we have forgiven each other and are still good friends^_^ and also, D3 (final marching band competition) happened this saturday, we placed 4th. it was actually really fun. before we went on to perform, everyone was all huggin each other and just saying good luck and that we'll miss them next year (to the seniors) and it was just a really heartfelt moment. And I was actualy planning on quitting band myself after this year, but I decided to stay in cause of my section leader. He just was really cool with everything, and he made me feel welcom in the band and I may not act it, but I really look up to him. And I just had soo much fun, and I'm gonna miss soo many of the low brass section. But I decided to stay in band, just so I can help some odd sophmore feel the same way when I'm senior, and after all, their should always be a weird trombone player in the band^_^ so basically, help cause I was helped. and also, YAY! I probly have a GF now! The reason why it's probably is cause I had to ask her moms permission, (it may sound silly, but I liked her enough, so it was worth it) and now we're just waiting on her answer^_^ it's actually quit fairy tale-ish. We both have never been kissed!
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

   any advice please?
>_< ok, here's the basic story. Yesterday I totally pissed off amanda,(one of my best friends)and made her feel guilty as hell for blowing me off and I took it too far. so now she's pissed at me and not talking to me,and blocking my address on IM. for getting mad at her!!! And even worse, her friend is being an ass to me cause I said that to her, while she's said worse to me!!!! WTF!? And I'm wondering if I should even talk to her when she starts talking to me again (prolly tomorrow) and just say fuck it. But we r like best friends, so I'm confused. any advice anyone?
PS: todays max outs are :benchpress 210 pounds, squats, 245 pounds^_^
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Monday, October 17, 2005

   good day....ish
hiyas, today was pretty fun, cause I told my friend about how I set him up without him even realizing it^_^ And he just lauphed his ass off cause of just how sneaky I was^_^ And also, in weight training, we did 1 rep maxes today^_^ I love that class soo much cause I'm the youngest one there, and I'm also smaller than most of them, but I can lift more weight than some of the senior varsity football players^_^
thats why my buddy mike gave me the nickname holy demon^_^ cause I'm very nice, but I'm also, as he would put it, ripped beyond belief, I've got a 6 pack^_^ so I'm happy cause my maxes were way above my body weight. on power cleans I lifted 175 pounds as my max, and my goal for benching is 210 pounds, and I'm just barely 15 "o.O" and I'm average heith. (5'8)soo much fun^_^ and no I'm not bragging, I'm just soo happy! and if I am, I slap my self. soo anyways, marching was fun, and I'm feeling soo positive today^_^ and biology was soo much fun, I startled the pearson sitting next to me with my randomness^_^ he actually thinks I'm on drugs, lmao. and just for the record, I've never touched the stuff, nor alcohol, or smoked. I am a goody-goody^_^
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