Saturday, April 29, 2006

   extended weekend
ok so first off sorry for not visitin ne1s sites in the last few days, ive been shattered and swamped with revisin and stuff :( secondly it turns out i didnt have history on friday. i was sooo annoyed that id spent all that time revisin! it was the first lesson on thursday but i missed that coz i had to pick up my pills from the hospital. thirdly, yayyyyy!!! i didnt have to have another blood test. i do a week b4 my next appointment though :( its annoyin coz these pills r only for my skin but i gotta have a pregnancy test and a blood test to take them!! its funny becoz even tho i signed the thing sayin im not sexually active they still make me take one every time. the lady who gave me my pills sed they have to get everyone to do it, even a married woman whos husband has had a vescetomy. lol. oh and i like this guy in skool but i get rele shy around him. i mean like relleeeeeee shy. i start lookin at the ground and mumbling things and anyone who knows me well knows thats rele strange behaviour for me. well ive liked him for a while rele but ive started talkin to him more recently. well for all of u who know my best friend zoe (a.k.a twinny) we've neva actually fallen out ever except for this one time when i started likin this guy and we got on quite well. then i told zoe. not a gd idea. shed already hit on my last crush and he chose her over me (not that i was bothered with that one becoz in the end i actually set them up becoz i didnt like him that much) but she was still goin out with him when i introduced her to oscar. oops. oh well its easier if i put in the names neways. so she and oscar started goin off without me and meetin up after skool and stuff. then zoe and james broke up, and i was like oh shit! neways i asked zoe if she wud stop flirtin with him but she din, if nethin she got more aggressive, then she lied blatently to my face about the fact that they were together, becoz id seen them holding hands. and so i decided i was bein paranoid. then i walk out if maths and there they are in the middle of the corridor, lip locked. ouch. i mean rele, ouch. i swear i cried all the way home. all thru the 20 minute bus journey and the mile from the bus stop to my house. so ever since ive been rele wary of him. which sux coz i rele like him still... neways. i got an extra day in my weekend! yay for may day!!!
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