Saturday, August 13, 2005

   my day 2 day
i love cori so mutch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh yall have probly gotten tiered of heering about er but o-well she is perfect 2 day she came over and we hung out at 1 piont we were in my bed and she was laying beside me and i was holding her in my armes and it felt so right it was like 1 of those perfect moments that i wish would never end and we weretalking about some stuff and adventures in our lifes and it wass fun but then she had 2 leve :-( but it kinda made my day when her dad told me take care of my girl i trust her in ur hands ....... b/c like he is leving back 2 cali 2day and this was the last time ill see him 4 a while but idk it was so awosome 2 know that he dosent ever trust ppl with cori and with me he wants me 2 take care of her and it is like he wants me 2 be the man in her life 2 be there when she needs a sholder 2 cry on or a friend 2 laugh with and idk it is hard 2 explane how that made me feel heering it form him but i want 2 be the person cori trusts with her secreets and trusts with her heart and hopefuly some day we will be the perfect copple but 4 now things are complacated but i love her and when we are 2geather we bot never want 2 leve and maby some day we wont have 2 but i love her and i want 2 tell the world and well i dont think i can do that but this is a start ............. but any who the rest of my day concested of hanging out with matt travis buba and i talked 2 micky and lil E and i like talking 2 lil E but it is weird b/c when we talk it is likeshe has outher stuff on her mind and like when we are on the phone she dosent realy talk back 2mutch b/c most time she is on the computter or doing some thing and i wish her and i could talk like we ues2 b/c she is my best friend that is a girl b/c althou she isent realy there when i want her she is always there when i need her and idk i rember a day when she was there when i wanted her also but 4 now i am happy knowing she is the best friend i have b/c when it comes down 2 importent stuff she has always been there and i hope some day she will treet me like she ues 2 where we would talk 4ever and always spend the better part of the day hanging out with eachouther and it was ezer 2 getlost i eachouthers eyes b/c noe we hardly see eachouther ....... but o-well shes cool and prety awosome ......... and whe i talked 2 micky 2 day i found out some thing i find realy realy funny ...... at 1 piont she wa making out with this guy thast is my home boy and will remain nameless but thay were making out and she saidmy name ...... and i find that funny b/c she says she dosent like me but then y would she be thinking about me when she makes out with some 1 else and latly ive been ignoring her b/c she hasent been treeting me as wel as she could and now shes been calling me talking about she misses me she even told me she loves me 1 time and idk it was weird b/c she isent some 2 play around like that and in all honesty i think she is confused and dosent know what she is talking about b/c idk she is weird and 1 of the most hardest 2 figure out b/c some times she will be like all wanting 2 see me and hug me the next she is the most anioing person b/c she wont sut up about how bored she is and how she wishes i would take her some where else so he is just weird in all honesty i think she likes me alil but dosent want say any thing and she gets mad when i am having fun and it isent with her and just her so she starts compling ....... but o-well all i know is i <3 cori and i better get going but ill talk 2 yall latter
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