Friday, September 16, 2005

   a new day
who ever said better 2 loved and lost than 2 never love at all is a dumbass!!!!!!!!! but o-well shit happens tears were shead but in the end ill rise agen honestly i feel better 2 day i got raid of most of the shit that cori gacve me that reminds me of how she 4got about me like a fish flushted down the tolit having 1 swift action 2 get it out of ur life but never stoping 2 wounder about the fish in the hole sichuwation ......... but o-well i guess in this case that fish was me and it wasent realy dear and now i get 2 spend the rest of my life adpting 2 the new world fool of shit and rats but worring about my own servivle i have 2 now spend my time tuffening up 2 make sure i dont end up getting flushted out of some 1 elses life having 2 fend 4 my slfe in a new world where i just have my own ass 2 worry about beacuse no 1 is going 2 worry about it 4 me......... but over 2 day was better just had 2 push throu the day avioding shit that would bring up mameries and trying 2 make new 1s....... but it was good beacuse i saw wendi .......... and she is awosome i wish she liked me beacuse i always had a crush on her sence i met her like 2 years ago and i saw her 2 day and she looks realy good ...... ahh i know i am her friend and thats all but i wouldent mind being more but in her case she is more worried about school and being a good catholic girl wheach is good and is some thing i admire about her beacuse she has her priorties strait and she is making sure 2 deal with her life right now working her ass off so she can relax in the futcher when she prususes the cearoure she has always been wanting 2...... only problwem is that dosent help me out 1 bit....... o-well so yeah i have a gig 4 the mexican concelet 2 day wheach i thought started at 5 but aprently it starts at 7 so it is going 2 suck b/c i wanted 2 be home around 7 ish ........ o-well any ways i wounder if i should open up 2 1 of my teachers and come 2 her 4 advice in a copple areias b/c she is young and i am sure she can relate but it would probly be waird but o-well........ 2 bad i cant here yalls thoughts on my life when yall read this but o-well any ways i am going 2 go now BTW my new FRV sont is staind i can see throu you..... its awosome
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