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Friday, April 8, 2005

   The light of masochism is starting to shine on me...
Feelin so pissed off and sad today. Err. Yesterday was such a horrible day. Today is such a horrible day. I can't take this much! I break under so much pressure! If anybody wants to know what I'm thinkin about, pm me. the internat aint safe from the evil preps. here's a poem I wrote today (actually just a minute ago I wrote) By the way, the title "Masochism" means to take pleasure from pain. And no I don't cut myself even though this little number of a poem basically describes it.

Masochism

thinkin of shit
searching for a escape
one that fits
a puzzle of a problem
a sad predicament
i cant just be separated from them

isolation and darkness
i cant be free
from this tangled web of deceit
the light of masochism is starting to shine on me

it cannot stop
it will not stop
innocence and purity, so far away

a world of lies, suicide, and deceit
shall i give up?
shall i give in to this desire that consumes me?
i cannot decide
so complicated

I need to escape
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