myOtaku.com: Junsei

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-02-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere
Member Since
• 2003-08-01
Occupation
• uhhh....the age old question: Does going to school count?
Real Name
• Just call me Junsei!

Personal

Achievements
• Uhhh.....
Anime Fan Since
• Since I was three. Really!
Favorite Anime
• Too many to list...but I really like watching Inuyasha the anime, and reading it's mangas.
Goals
• I want to surf, snowboard, and I want to ride a BMX.
Hobbies
• Drawing, reading/writing fan/original fictions.
Talents
• Pretty good artist.

myOtaku.com: Junsei

Saturday, May 15, 2004

My Friends...
My friends are like me, strange, krazy, and well part of the outkast. But sometimes I wonder, are they really my friends? ee me and my two of friends, along with an ex-friend ride the bus together. But they don't really talk to me, they immedately cling to my ex-friend, like they're her pet or something. So I am left sitting there, by myself...with nothing to do, but look out the window. I've informed them how I hate sitting by myself day after day, they improved, but only in the slightest. When me and my ex-friend were best friends, I would still sit by myself. I would love for some one to come talk to me (I'm not the kind of person who would talk first). So one day I told them, I told all of them...They listened...and one of them, cried. I didn't really wanted to hurt them that day, but I ended up doing so. I started to feel bad, then thought about how much it hurt to think they don't really care how lonely I felt. For awhile after that, after about 10 minutes by myself they'd see me and talk to me. But sometimes I was to furious at them to talk back...The only reason, well the only reason I saw that they'd talk to me is because my ex-best friend would notice and actually feel guilty and come talk to me. I guess they were a good friend. But ever since me and my ex-best friend weren't friends, I've found myself lonlier than ever. They cling to her, and never seem to talk to me. I guess out of my 'five' friends I only have two, and those two eren't really mentioned in this paragraph at all. But one is on the line between just a friend and best friend. She isn't the quickest person alive, but she's a great person. I just wish my 'friends' would notice how much it hurts, and how much I've changed becuase of this. Due to so many painful experiances, I see that I can't really feel any emotion. I can seem happy, but I sometimes think, am I just acting? And because of all this, I wonder, are they really my friends?
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