Thursday, February 23, 2006

   ZOMG. I'm not dead.
Yep, yep, I still live. It's been a heckuva long time since I posted here, I know. Thing is, I'm pretty sure I killed my reputation dead here on myO, so I do what every normal person does... Avoid it like the plague. :D
Also, I actually got that LiveJournal account I was talking about. You can find it at (http://hazy-neurosis.livejournal.com/). Y'know, just in case you wanna cuss me out, or somethin'.

My god, so much has happend recently I don't know where to start. I'll make this brief and painless:

I've fallen in to a couple fandoms while I was gone; Super Mario, and Crash Bandicoot. I'm a nerd, I know.
For a while there, I thought I had lost interest in my precious YuGiOh, but taking a survey made me a screaming fangirl again. (You can find the survey on my LJ; it's the customized character survey.) And now that I have discovered HORMONES, I can't stop staring at Ryuuzaki's ass.
... Okay, that was a lie. You gotta admit, though, for an animated character, 'Zaki's got a nice ass.

I've started public school, too. It was hard at first, and there are still times I feel like crying, but I think I'm beginning to get used to it. My math grade sucks, but I'm doing pretty good in everything else.

... Also, I've been diagnosed with Depression. I get the feeling I've had it for a few months now. My mom has it, so I eventually gathered up the courage to talk to her about it. I don't know how I'm reacting to the medicine yet; it's still too soon to tell.

What else, what else...? Oh, yeah, my brother's a butthead. :D

Maybe I'll see ya'll later.
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Saturday, September 3, 2005

   I'm just an adorable ball of cynicism and hate.
Just for kicks:

So, You Want to be a Mary Sue? (Any Fandom. Really) by quietladybirman
Name/Username:
Age:
Fandom to Violate:
Mary Sue's True Love:
Mary Sue Name:	Solaris Morningstar
Luxuriant Tresses:	Thick waves of icy blue
Vibrant Orbs:	Sensual, provocative indigo
Captivating Personality:	Horribly abused yet hopeful
Mary Sue Power:	A skilled warrior with magical talents
Angsty Secret:	Was forced to marry one of the villains
Ultimate Fate:	Marries her True Love and lives happily ever after
Percentage of Mary Sue Induced OOCness: 59%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

The thing I find most amusing is that Solaris is the name Lust went by in the manga, when she wasn't out killing people.
... Oh, crap. I just got some horrible ideas. No, Barry! She'll just chop you up!
Barry is funny, but I prefer Envy or 2nd Lt. Havoc.

Hey, I'm thinking of getting a LiveJournal account. Just to keep track of all the communities I've been keeping a eye on, since it's unlikely that I'll be anymore active on LJ than I am here. (Hell, I've been gone so long, I'd be suprised if anyone's actually reading this!) If I do, I'll post a link here, just for the Hell of it. I've been gone and ignoring you guys for so long, I don't think you'd care. But, hey, you can flame me, and I'd never know! I'd still come by as often as I do now, maybe even a little more.

Ah, I've got to go. I'll see ya, okay?

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Friday, July 22, 2005

We're brothers of the mind!
Ahh, Jimmy. I bet Jhonen Vasquez got a lot of fanmail from people like him.

Heh. I just thought I'd pop in real quick to apologize for Saturday's post. I seriously don't know what was wrong; I just felt so tired and depressed. Heck, I've pull all-nighters before, and I've never been that tired!
I would've came by sooner, but on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday, I was too busy reading (Prepare yourselves...) EdwardxEnvy (Fullmetal Alchemist) smut. You read that right. Yes, I know about the BIG ENVY SPOILER OMG. Yes, I remember my silent vow to never read Fics With Ridiculus Pairings. And, yes, I remember my (Also silent) promise to never seek out such things. And I still read it. Heck, I sought it out! Jeez. After all those years of preaching against plotless smut, here I am, reading some about one of the most unlikely pairing of all time. And enjoying it. I have the sudden urge to start laughing, but that might scare the kids I'm babysitting. Or, worse, they might want to know what I'm laughing at.
Also, I have become a fan of a very popular character from FMA. BUT...! I had no intention of loving him because he's popular. All I can think of is his manskort. Yes, you've got it right, it's Envy! He may have many haters, due to the BIG EPISODE 25 SPOILER OMG, he still is a very popular Gender Confused Palm Tree Head.

And, on that retarded note, I leave you. Ciao!
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

   It was foretold by Gyromancy!
Ah, Dahlia. I can't tell if she was a genius, or if Harry was just stupider than I thought.

Anyway, just popped in to let ya know that I'm not dead. (To say that I feel as such, though, would be a severe understatement.) My vacation didn't last three months, either. I'm gon'na need one, soon.

I've been babysitting. I can't tell if that's the reason for my sudden lapse into insanity, or just the straw that broke the camel's back. It doesn't seem enough to be the former, despite the kids being annoying as Hell.

I've been so tired for the past week, and I don't know why. I've been getting more sleep than usual, I think, and I've been eating three meals a day. I think. My brain seems to be on a late vacation, perhaps, so I apologize if there are spelling errors or unintelligible babbling.

Lord, what is wrong with me? I broke down crying because my Mom snapped at me. I don't cry for much, especially not little things like that. Thankfully, it was only for a few minutes, and she didn't see.

Is it just teenage angst? It can't be PMS, as my period ended a few days ago. Maybe I'm just having some kind of... God, what is it called? Backlash, maybe? Maybe. I was having a pretty bad you-know-what. Haha, is talking about this making you uncomfortable? Then stop reading. I just don't give a crap anymore.

Jeez, I hope it nothing serious. I'm not taking medication. Italicizing 'not' was harder than it should've been. I feel like cussing, but that always makes me feel bad later. And, besides, Dad reads this page, too. Jerk. I'm kinda jumping the gun about this 'Medication' thing. I'm such an idiot. Haha, I'm so pathetic. More pathetic than I act here, even. No one has the right to say it ain't so, 'cuz few actually know me. Few, meaning one. I'll leave that for you to figure out, Dad.

The kids are eating here tonight.

God, give me strength.
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