Tuesday, October 30, 2007

ha
well now that everybody is back i can finally have one of my many rants to come!My first rant will be about...that soory ass chick rock band paramoir! that is the stupidest name that a chick could call herself and her band honestly can any of you tell me what it really means? well according to websters it means illicit lover or in modern english somebodies bitch!now correct me if i'm mistaken dos'nt that chick try to be little miss independant? Well if she was she just totally fucked that up and i for one find that hilarious!HAHAHAHAHAHA! well for all my chick friends if you decide that you wanna make a band please think of a better name than "somebodies whore". song of the day
untitled finale
by,Atreyu
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

   friends
I FUCKING HATE THAT GODDAMNED CUPPY CAKE RINGTONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but my friends i have bad news the doc said it'll be a little more time before they can tell me my results and i have all the symptoms of the disease right now they said it's just getting worse rapidly..... so i've got alot of things to say.first, amy you are one of my bf's ever!second,nikki you are totally awesome.third, kat...i still love you very much and despite the fact i don't have you your still one of my best friends.fifth,samantha i don't know you alot but i can tell your a good person.lastly, cody you tall creppy mf'er i'll miss all of our getting in trouble. well my friends ti'll another day good bye!
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

   woooo!
my weekend was awesome i went to newport for the weekend at my cousin philips house and was totally just fucked up all weekend it was amazing and then i meet this girl who had nipple piercings SEXIST THING EVER! then i meet another girl named alex crooten she was half white half indian and it was great then she had to leave and then that sucked! and then just to make me feel worse i heard that cuppy cake ring tone and it reminded me of kat and i got like super depressed cause it made me miss her like a whole bunch... so then i started drinking again after about 30 mins of mopping around needless to say i did'nt talk to anyone else that night i just went outside and drowned away all of my worldly pain in sweet lovely alcohol...but it came back and all i can say is god take me now!lol but really my life really has been miserable the past few months but i'm not gonna say why... well good bye my...friends
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Friday, October 19, 2007

   somebody
well friends their is sombody i like...well love actually and i'm kinda afraid to say anything because i'm afraid of rejection... but i really,really care about this person and they say that they do to but i don'nt know if they mean it in the way i do... i'm really confused right now about what to do and i don't want this small oppertunity to pass me bye, but i don't want my heart to be crushed again if they really don't feel the same. So my friends i need your help give me your honest opinion and if you wanna know who it is you can pm me and i'll tell you who, but if i do you can't tell anybody what so ever or you will lose my friendship. saying of the day "You are free to sever the chains of fate that bind you" always ,
JYU
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

   bullshit
ok to all you little anarchist wannabes, why do we bash so much on the government , do we honestly think we could do a better job in actual realistic fashion not some stupid little person who's gonna stop world hunger and everything i'm actually grateful to our government cause if it were'nt for them we'd be all fucking dead!stupid ass muslims bomb us will they!the gov does so much,medicade, foodstamps, wellfare.etc and all we as people ever do is fucking bitch about everything, so fuck anarchism it's just a stupid little revolution that's never gonna happen so why even bother?
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

damn nikki!lol
well nikki tagged me so...

Name: devin skyler harris
gender:male of course
Eyes:hazel
Hair: sandy blonde
Height 5'10
weight: 210 lbs b.e.a.u.t.i.f.l
shoe size:11
skin: i'm broke out right now but ok face
hobby: fighting for money i'm a martial artist.
Grade: 11th
Reads: alot! fantasy/manga
Fears: dying alone...
watches: football and ufc
mood:ok i guess kinda scared
I.Q: 2..jk i got it checked and it's like 120 or 118
nick names:d,dev,skylar,devo,davon in a french accent lol, jyu, and that's about it
Dreams:to get back with my unit...
pet peeve: girls who get their friends to ask me out for them, and people who are addicted to cell phones that's some stupid shit ya'll!
the funniet thing i've ever done was: jumping into a thorn bush for the hell of it!
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Monday, October 15, 2007

   well...
Well jyu here at scholl hating basically everything as usual.. so lets see i don't remember any of my weekend i just drowned away the pain of life with a bottle i nedd a girfriend like bad but just any body won't do i need somone i can enjoy spending time with and can possibly make me fell whole again and not so...empty does any body understand what i mean exactly or understand where i'm coming from? i need to just get away for a little while i think... some time to my self maybe... there are still some girls that i care deeply for still but i'm pretty positive one does not feel the same and the other is so far away so fuck it i'll just do my own thing for the time being.
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Friday, October 12, 2007

   hmmmm...
well now that im basically done with judo i don't know which art to take now muey thai or brazilian kickboxing? hmm choices choices and I"M NOT A DORK KAT!!!!!!!!!!(ok maybe just a littlebit lol)
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

   yay!
good day to you my fellow otaku members so far today does not suck even though i'm at school, on probation (meaning i can't fight boo hoo lol) have football practice, and am possibly dying! I found out last night that i passed my martial arts test and recieved my official black belt in judo, and my brown belt in dux ryu so now i will go by the name of captain asskicker nothing more and nothing less!
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Friday, October 5, 2007

   fade
do you sometimes just want to fade away, people say they forgive me for some things i have done, but the question is can i forgive myself? somtimes i wake up and wonder if i'll wake up from this wretched dream known as life? I think alot about dying and i wonder who would really miss me, i don't want to die but it feels as if i;m getting weaker by the day breathing is difficult practice is excruciating and i just don't know what to do anymore i would love to have hope but it's so close and yet so far away...
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