Sunday, February 19, 2006

Hihi!

YAY!! Hi everyone!! ^^ Parents out of town, sis at work!! Computer time!!! Yeah... I've lost it. Well, nothing else to say, really. Bye. Gundam pics make me happy!! ^^ Well, see ya. Much love ~Kaatje^.>

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Friday, February 17, 2006

SONG!!

I love this song!!! Mainly because it reminds me of myself. Heh, I'm so worthlessly unreliable. XDDD Omg, that's funny. There For You Sometimes I'm a selfish fake. You're always a true friend. I don't deserve you cause I'm not there for you. Please forgive me again... I want to be there for you... Someone you can come to... It runs deeper than my bones... I want to be there for you. Swirling shades of blue slow dancing in your sky, The sun kisses the earth and I hush my urge to cry. I want to be there for you... Someone you can come to... It runs deeper than my bones... I want to be there for you. Cause I hear the whispered words in your masterpiece, beautiful... You speak the unspeakable through... I love you too. I want to be there for you And be someone you can come to The love runs deeper than my bones And I want to be there for you. Good news!!! MY FRIEND IS TALKING TO ME AGAIN!!!! I'm so happy... Well, that's it. Bye Much love ~Kaatje^.>

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

   YAY!!

My friend that wouldn't talk to me because he knew I like him! Yes, remember that? If not, oh well. Turns out, he doesn't know!! No one told him!!! It still bothers me that he won't talk to me though... Oh well. HE DOESN'T KNOW!!! *Dances* Oh, god, I'm happy for once! I wasn't in school today. My stomach has been acting up again. I have to go to a stomach specialist next week. Yay... -sarcasm- fun... Well, nothing else to say... Um... bye^^ Much love ~Kaatje^.>

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Hey.

The past two days have sucked. The only guy I acually like, and I didn't just tell him I was stalking him so I could laugh at his reaction, found out that I like him. Now he won't even look at me anymore. Let alone talk to me. Thanks to my fucking sister. I hate her! Well, other than that, life has... well, yeah, sucked. I gotta go. TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Kaatje Scott Birthday: Don't worry 'bout it. Birthplace: Hell... Or was it New Jersey... I don't remember... They're so alike... Current Location: MyOtaku...? Eye Color: Blue, green, or hazel. Depends on how sick/depressed I feel at the time. Hair Color: Dark brown Height: ... STFU I'M SHORT!!! Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Native American!! SHAWNEE ROCK!! Right Reo-re? ^^ The Shoes You Wore Today: Meh boots. ^^ Your Weakness: My fears. Your Fears: ... Where to begin? Loseing my friends, bridges, hights, not being on solid ground... I think that's it... Yeah. Your Perfect Pizza: Just pepperoni. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Um... Already failed it... Ok... That sucks... Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: XD, or ^^ Thoughts First Waking Up: Shit... I need more sleep... Your Best Physical Feature: ... None... Your Bedtime: None. Your Most Missed Memory: Every memory I had with Chris. Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: neither. Fast food sucks Single or Group Dates: single. People scare me Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton... Heh... Lipton. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: Nope. Allergic to the smoke. Do you Swear: Um... >.> To a lot of people's knowledge... no... But, truthfully, yes. Do you Sing: When I'm alone, or no one can hear me. XD Do you Shower Daily: Unless I'm not feeling good. Have you Been in Love: Yeah... Just a few days ago, before it was screwed up... Do you want to go to College: Yes Do you want to get Married: Hell no Do you belive in yourself: Heh, yeah, right. Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope. Do you think you are Attractive: Nope. Not at all. Are you a Health Freak: Some times. Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: I love them. Do you play an Instrument: I'm learning the guitar. In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No. In the past month have you Smoked: No. In the past month have you been on Drugs: Highly against drugs since I lost my uncle, and Chris died. In the past month have you gone on a Date: No. In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah. In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No. In the past month have you been on Stage: Acually... no... Even though I have one where I live... In the past month have you been Dumped: Um... does the guy you like completely ignoring you when he finds out that you like him count? In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No. In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No. Ever been Drunk: Nope. Ever been called a Tease: Not really... Ever been Beaten up: No. Ever Shoplifted: No. How do you want to Die: Slowly with lots of blood. What do you want to be when you Grow Up: An artist or poet. Even though both my pics and poems suck. What country would you most like to Visit: I'd like to go back to Holland. In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Deep, icey light blue, with a little hint of yellow. I love eyes. Favourite Hair Color: Black or brown. For some, blonde... but not many. Short or Long Hair: Long. Dear god, long. Height: 6' or more. But not freakishly tall. Weight: Skinny boys are cute. ^^ Best Clothing Style: Goth style. Lots of chains, belts, and spikes. Or skater punk style. But no posers. Those guys piss me off. Number of Drugs I have taken: I don't mind if they've tried them, but I don't like them. Number of CDs I own: Lots. Number of Piercings: As many as they want. As long as they have at least one lip ring, I'm content. Number of Tattoos: Lots, but not to overdo it. Number of things in my Past I Regret: Everyone regrets something. So, I don't mind how many regrets, as long as they don't dwell on them. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Monday, February 13, 2006

REOKU!!! YOU HAVE TO READ THIS!!!!!

I got a FMA DVD!!! It has the episode where Hughes dies on it!!! Reo-re!! You can borrow it if you ever come back to me!!!!! I need to understand why everyone around me is dieing. My sister's boyfriend's grandma died this morning. ;-; It's sad. Plus, there was the Chris thing, Reo-re's cat, and my grandma's dieing of cancer. I hate this! I didn't get on until late tonight. ;-; My mom wouldn't let me. She thinks I'm doing homework right now... >.>;;; I'll do it later... Sorry I missed you Reo-re, and my brusband. ;-; The Tillz is a very odd creature. Love you Tillz! ^^ Yeah, that's all I have to say. Love you guys. ~Kaatje^.>

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Really, really short post.

I'm home!! That is all. ~Kaatje^.>

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006

Leaving. ;-;

I learned when I got home from school, that I'm leaving tonight, not tomorrow. I'll be in Iowa tomorrow, and missing you guys. Well, I'll see you on Monday, unless we get snowed in. Love ya. ~Kaatje^.>

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Sunday, February 5, 2006

wtf?

Where it says OK, I'M DONE, anyone who is NOT Mai711, should start reading. I JUST SPILLED MY HEART ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER DIEING, AND YOU SAY, "Hi." GOD DAMN! DON'T POST ANY COMMENTS ON MY SITE UNLESS IT SAYS SOMETHING MEANINGFUL, Mai711. k? Don't get me wrong, but you ruined my day. It wasn't the best but it was better than most, and you say "Hi." To the fact that my grandma is dieing. I appreciate the visit (even though it doesn't seem like it, from what I'm writing right now.) but don't even bother coming here, or at least, don't bother posting comments here, if you have nothing meaningful. Send messages like, "Hi." through pms. (Heh, pms... oh, yeah, seriouse.) Not on a post that says something like... say... "MY GRANDMA'S FUCKING DIEING IN TWO MONTHES!!!" I hope you'll still visit, (but not holding my breath) but, please, don't comment "Hi." Or at least say something else besides it. I just screwed up what may have been a decent friendship... didn't I? Oh well. The less friends, the less chance for backstabing. Right? OK I'M DONE. Well, for those of you who skipped all of that, here is what you've been looking for... I think... maybe... Over the weekend, someone found a way to embarass me. I went to a pow wow (Native American gathering, for anyone who doesn't know. My dad's on the drum that was the head drum.) and there was a mildly cute boy on another drum. I spent all of Saturday watching him when he walked by. His shirt was REALLY awesome. I wanted to draw it SO~ bad!! I told another guy on his drum, that I liked his shirt, and I wanted it. He told me that I couldn't date anyone, and he's too old. (He's 20. I don't care, I don't want to date him.) I said that I didn't want HIM, I want HIS SHIRT. I finally went over to ask the guy if I could get a better look at his shirt. While I was looking, and having a nice, decent conversation with the guy, the other guy walked up. Without warning, he looks at the guy, and says, "Take off your shirt, and give it to her." I blinked for a while. They faught over whether I'd get the shirt or not. The guy with the shirt was making me laugh so hard I was crying, and the other one had my face so red, and had me so embarassed that I was crying. I finally ran away. LITERALLY RAN AWAY! Like, ZOOM! Gone! I've never been that embarassed in my LIFE!! Oh, I thought I was going to die. I couldn't look at the guy AT ALL today. He waved to me before I left today, then laughed at me, when he saw that I couldn't make eye contact, and was blushing the ENTIRE time that he was looking at me. I had enough courage to wave back though... is that good? Other than that, I had a decent weekend. Well, aside from the grandma thing... BTW, I won't be on from Thursday to Sunday of this week at all. I'll be out of state, visiting my grandma, for what will probably be the last time. Um... I have nothing else to say... damn... that sucks a little... Oh well, this thing is too long. I wouldn't even read it lol. Much love ~Kaatje^.>

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Thursday, February 2, 2006

Have you ever been feeling so many shitty emotions at once, that you feel like you'll either puke, or cry? Sadness, happiness/excitment, and anger? I learned, today, that my mom's mother only has two months to live. It kinda hurts more than it would, because I've spent my whole life hating the woman for everything she's done to my mom. Every time I look at my mom, though, I want to cry. But I don't want to cry for my grandma. I want to cry, because my mom is so sad over this woman who never even gave her the time of day. She pretty much disowned my mom when she moved. It makes me so sad and pisses me off at the same time. I always said that I'd never cry if the woman died, and I seriously think that I never will cry for her. Please comment and tell me if the fact that I'm still crying over Chris, but I'll never cry over my dieing grandmother. My own flesh and blood. I was so happy just a few minutes ago, though, dispite knowing about my grandma. My uncle Doug (who is acually my dad's best friend.) is clean. He's been having drug issues for as long as I've known him, and he acually stopped coming around me and my sister, because he didn't want us around it. Now that he's not on the drugs anymore, there's a slight chance that I might see him again. ^^ Ask Reoku, chibi-sbg, and Mistral, I talk about him and how much I've missed him all the time. He's the start of my love for Reznor! ^^ He has two kids now. A boy and a girl. I can't wait to see them. Get to know Doug again, and meet his kids. I don't know what's wrong with me, so, if anyone finds out, please tell me. Much love ~Kaatje^.>

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

  

Hey. Real quick post. My sister's getting on in a second (when she's done peeing.) and I need to update. Nothing really exciting happened except I have to go back to the doctor this Fri. and a guy I like sat on my lap today, shoving between me and another guy. ^^ I was happy. Well, gotta go. ~Kaatje^.>

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