Monday, January 30, 2006

YAY!!!

GOD! I missed you people!! I got a new computer (finally) and my phones back up!!!!! I'm... nope, can't really say happy... MY SISTER GOT MARRIED ON THURSDAY!!! CONGRATES BEX!!!! But, her grandma didn't tell my family that she was getting married, so none of us showed up, and it's got me pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her baby is due next month!! WELCOME DUSKIN INTO THIS SHITTY WORLD!!! Poor kid... Sorry I wasn't on Yahoo! tonight, Reoku and everyone else on my list. I'm downloading it right now. I had an odd conversation with Reoku's uncle Seth over the weekend... (what's new?) He has a HUGE crush on me... I asked him who was more lovable, me or my sister. His response was as follows; She's really hot. You aren't as hot... But her personality sucks. I love yours. So I asked if that was the only reason he liked me... He said; Well... you have a nice ass, too... What the hell do you say to a comment like that?!!! All I could do was laugh at the poor little kid. (Which, yes, even being Reoku's uncle, he's still a little kid... How old is he, Reoku?) Now, we have a lovely little thing... FROM THE CRADDLE TO THE GRAVE From the craddle to the grave, you are all alone. No matter how long you try to keep ties, they easily break. You can't hold onto everyone you love forever... I learned that the hard way. Leave no person unaware of your presence. Without their knowledge, you'll be but a memory in the dust. You won't be missed. Not unless you're one of those people who impacts all you know. ... Like Chris was. Don't EVER let go of those you love. Not even when they die. They will always walk with you. Even if you want to escape them, they're there. Much love all. P.S. Sorry I didn't call you back muffin-head. ~Kaatje^.>

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Monday, January 23, 2006

   Hello, again!

Sorry to disappoint, but it's only Muffin. Kaatje just hasn't updated for a while, so I figured I'd do it for her. Hmmm... Well, life's been pretty peachy for me as of late. Y'know, with my birthday coming up on Saturday and whatnot. Pretty sure Kaatje is doing well. She hasn't called back since I called her back a few weeks ago to go to the mall, so I'm not completely certain. So, um... much love, I suppose. Until next time. Muffin

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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Still on.

Well, it is now a new day, and I'm still on. My dad and uncle have been talking for HOURS!!! It's so... weird... I hope my muffin-head got the e-mail about my new pass. Sorry muffin, I didn't mean to not tell you about it, but I lost your addy. >.>;;;; Here are just a few words to remember that I've been trying to keep in mind. They've been sticking with me since we lost Chris... Keep your friends and loved ones close. Tomorrow, you may wake up and they'll be gone. It's the hardest lesson to learn. Don't be mean to anyone. You may only realize you love them, and how much you need them, when they're gone. Let them live on in your heart. Go to places they've been, and never, EVER, forget the "GOOD STUFF." I wrote that two days after he died. Sorry if I'm droning on and on, and no one wants to read all this crap. Now I have a poem. SWEET REDEMPTION I look in the mirror Searching for something clearer The words were never spoken Our lives weren't worth a token We tried and strived so hard All we have is an "I'm sorry" card Why does life have to end To live, must we pretend I lay down and cry at night As I pray for light This darkness I've always loved has left me here and shoved To relive my life, I'd change one thing I'd revive you, to be our king I'd live each day loving you The way I always wanted to I sit and try to learn why You killed yourself, and made us cry I've wanted to say this for so long But was always afraid that I was wrong I'm not sure I could ever say this I love you so much, Chris. Sorry my mind is on one track... I'll stop that for a while now... Well, news lately... Still no computer that I can acually use besides this one... Only gonna be on this for a few more minutes... Um... Nothing else to say. Words of advice; Don't let love slip through your fingers. If you truely love someone, and need them, don't be afraid to tell them. If you do, you'll spend your whole life like me, wondering if things would have been different. Though I don't think they would be, I just can 't help it. Love may be something that I say I don't believe in, because I never really did, and now I really don't, and don't know if I ever will again, but it is something that you should NEVER take for granted. Love everyone, and everything you have, and will ever have. Love what you've lost. Those are my parting words to you guys. See ya when I see ya. Much love ~Kaatje^.>

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Monday, December 26, 2005

'Ello fellow um... I have no idea what to call you right now. :)

Hey, it's Kaatje (for the first time in god knows how long...) Life has been kinda odd lately. My best (guy) friend died on the 28th. It's kinda hard to get over. But we're all trying. Um... Nothing really to say... I'm acually at a loss of words. Good to acually say stuff on here finally... Much love. Don't know when I can update next. See ya ~Kaatje^.> P.S. I hate this holiday, but, wtf, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!-

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

UPDATE FOR ZE KAATJE

Alright Kaatje called this one just a few minutes ago spoke to her, life isnt going so well, but that's enough about that, updateing so the site doesnt look so dead! Kaatje has fallen in love with H.I.M (His Infernal Majesty )'s Rip out the wings of a Butterfly, his voice, which is sexy man pretty btw... Well that's about it then, have a great day!!! Hopefully she'll get her computer up and running soon. -Reoku & Kaatje-

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

'Ello. Hi Kaatje. I r updating your site. Haha you can see me type. ilu. xD Roar. Roar. Oh. :3 Hi mum. -Midnight mistral The Tills loves you and this is why she posts to you while you sit by me.

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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

   *mews contently*

Finally Huanted Cavernsis over and normal life can begin, since Kaatje cant get to a computer for a while, thisone shall update, but leave the site visiting to her ~.^ -reoku- Good luck at that Kaatje

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

   Updateing...

Yay this is reoku again ^^ She did a litle tinking at the site, she hopes the Kaatje likes it ^^ got bored really..... *sigh* She misses you and so does the tills. She also added to her site better look at it soon. ^^ -Reoku-

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

YAY

Call out to the Katrina <333333 Tillz got yahoo messanger just to talk to you now!!!! YAY!!!!! Well now to play around.............. MEW!!!!! ^^ -Re-re- Ps to the kaatjeness... If you dont like her updateing for you tell her kk?

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Hey.

Sorry, I won't be checking out anyones sites tonight. Well, nothing else to say... except... I FINALLY SAW THE TILLZ!!! ^^ *So happy, can't breath.* Well, gotta go do other crap. See ya.^^

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