Friday, May 27, 2005

HAPPINESS!!!

Happiness is what you make it to be. Not everyone has the perfect life. But most of us just look away from those people. Have you ever thought of taking your own life, because no one believed in you? If you have, read these words. There is someone out there, that needs you more than anything in this world. God has a plan for us all. We were put here for a reason and if we take our lives, who's going to be the one to make the person that loves them happy? My uncle commited suicide. He was one of my best friends in this world. Now, I think of him as a coward everytime I cry because of what he did. Commiting suicide is easy, yes. But at the same time, it's hard. How do you know, that all your troubles will be over what you pull the trigger, jump, cut yourself, ect.? How do you know, that the legacy you created with your pain won't be felt by your loved ones? Why would you pain them and put all your troubles on them? When you look at them from beyond, will you see happiness? Or will you be troubled by their faces? Will you find comfort in their pain? Or will you weep? I know what it's like to be lonely. I know what it's like not to have friends. But I found people who made me smile. I found Mistral, Reoku, chibi-sbg, Zero-Omega, Kagahrae, and all my friends at school and at my old school. They are my happiness. Them and my poetry are the reasons I live. Now, don't let anything get you down. Don't kill yourself, be it suicide, or with regret. You have one life to live. Everyone has one life to love you in. Life is short enough already. There's already a limited time to love a person. Don't be the downer forever. Smile every once in a while. Be happy that you have at least one thing that makes that smile appear. I have to leave now, but I leave you with these words, I may say that I hate everyone. But mainly I just hate people in general. They are selfish, but can be good hearted. Even if someone you don't know irl loves you, it's love, and you should hold onto it as long as you can. I know most of you have stopped reading by now, or saw it and never read it at all, but these are the wisest words I know. Live, Fly like a bird, even if you are flying against a tornado of pain and lies. FLY! ~Kaatje~^.>

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   Hottness and fun all in one!

Duo is so~ HOTT!!!HEllo all... Won't be on this weekend. Ima be in a hotel room chaproning meh parents... >.>;;;; Reoku, Chibi-sbg, and Mistral, I won't be on later tonight because I have meh 8th grade graduation thing tonight... peh! I'm wearing another dress... and I feel funny... Yes, Reoku, I'm wearing your arm things tonight. Shawotah and Vikki will be there!!! *dances* Shawota almost caused a riot at Tabbers 8th grade graduation! I wanna see it again! Plus... *sigh* Chris might be there... Why the hell does he have to ruin my life?! *kicks Chris out of her house AGAIN!* Well, gotta run. much love. ~Kaatje~ ^.>

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Going home

Hey people!!! Loved the chance to finally talk to some of you while I was here at meh grandma's house,now I'm off to meh house (and a comp. that probably doesn't work still.) to see meh family, Reoku, and chibi-sbg!!! MISTRAL!! WE MISSER YOU!! GET BETTER SO WE ALL CAN SEE YOU!!! *pouts* Well, Ima be in trouble if I don't get off here so we can leave, so, bye, love ya, probably won't talk to you guys for a while (unless meh dad fixed the comp.) but I'm living and well -unfortionatly- and will eventually be on here. BTW!!! IF YOU LIKE MEH NEW THEME, SAY "I" AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE NEW THEME, SHOVE IT! Much love to alls, and MCL and tons of smiley-faced balloons to Tillers!!! bye bye ~Kaatje~^.>

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

InuYasha quiz

Who Is Your Inuyasha Mystery Date? Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. Fwee. Sesshomaru rules!! He is so~ hott!!! BTW Tillz, your probably pissed at me, but I don't really care. Be mad if you want. Nothing bothers me by now.

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   I'm not always depressed... Just sometimes... I guess...

DEPRESSED EYES What kind of anime eyes do you have? (picture results) brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   moo

The Anime Friendship Quiz Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right. OMG this is so~ my relationship wiht most of my friends!!!

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Quizes

You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner loner who is very creative but never show your work to anyone. You may smile a little but sadness or loneliness surround you and other can feel it when they're near you. You have a dark or unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and you probably have a lot of secrets that you've never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real thing that makes you special is your eyes. Something in them makes them like Diamonds in the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can see your result picture at the bottom) What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES) brought to you by Quizilla Goddess of Darkness. You hate others and isolate yourself and your evil personality. You are most comfortable by yourself at night. What Goddess Are You? (Girls) brought to you by Quizilla These are a couple of quizes I got off of Kagahrae's site. My grandma told me that they were right. lol. Her of all people!!!

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Springfield

Hey peeps! I be in Springfield!! I'm at meh grandma's and I'm not at school like I should be. I see no reason to go since we aren't doing anything today, tomorrow, or Friday. So I'm on a comp. that acually works for once!! My comps being gay and won't work at all!!! GRRRRRRRRR! Oh well... Meh family from Holland is over here... I DON'T UNDERSTAND A WORD THEY'RE SAYING!!!! Oh well. I love 'em. They're cool. I gotta go now. See ya peeps! lurve ya! ~kaatje~^.>

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Saturday, May 7, 2005

THE MALL... ACK!!!

Yes, going to the mall was my idea... but I don't know any other places to go to hang out. I got to hang out with teh muffin and meh friend Courtney today. WOOTABLE!! I realized how much we've all changed since we were all together. Courtney... is... preppy, putting it nicely, but hey wth, she's still one of meh friends. Muffin still has the same lovable attitude and is still hyper, I think your the only one who hasn't changed muffinhead. And then theres me... Wearing all black in a VERY colorful store... I felt so... NOTICABLE!!! It was scary... But I was with friends, so I wasn't worried. Muffin tried to get me to try on some very... interesting clothes... kinda preppy... some were... short... well, one skirt was... then the rest were pink and green and blue and...ect. Courtney wandered a lot and looked at some clothes for a chior concert... Chior sucks... Well... I ran outta things to say. much love ~kaatje~^.> BTW, those who come here, check out Reoku's sisters site... She's an ok person. (Luv ya Liz!!!) bye!! =3

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Friday, May 6, 2005

   Good day!!!

Mistral be home!!! HI TILLERZ!!!!!!!!!! Reoku, if you get on here, GO TO THE CZ!!!! We miss you! Kenshin, if you read this, GET OVER HERE!!! Muffin, if your reading this, I'M AT OMA'S!!!!!!!!! much love... nothing to say... ~Kaatje~ ^.>

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