Saturday, December 11, 2004

CREEPY!!!!

ok i just realized that this piccu of meh results & the discription fit Ky perfectly!!! but... Ky's hair is red, not purple. oh well... she isnt trusted by anyone though so it fits!!! :D!!!!

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ooooooo results. but not meh username for here!

What Does Your Inner Anime Character Look Like? (For Girls) by Rose Lover User Name Age Height Fav. Colors Fav. Anime Show What you look like Role The one no one trusts Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Thursday, December 9, 2004

this is one of meh poems!!!

My Death Sentence The church bell toles. Another one down. They kill all without faith off. I'm wondering now, "What happened to your free country?" Why must I die for it? Sunday, Just another day. Church is a place. I'm here. Waiting for my death. They want me dead now. These shackles, They cut my wrists. My ankles. "Kill them!" There is a shout. A shiver runs through me. "Make them suffer for their sin!" I bow my head. And i cry. Never shall I pray. Never shall I see, The promised land. The bell toles. Another gone. They kill without mercy. "What the hell is wrong with me?" I scream as I look up. My own echo answers. I shiver. I'm all alone. No one loves me. No one tried to save me. These shackles. Let them be my death. For the next, The bell toles. And it toles for me.

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   MY DAY OF MOURNING!!!

yesterday will forever be the sadest day of meh life. (other than Kurt Cobain's death.) Dimebag Darrell, guitarist of Damage Plan and previously of Pantera, was killed on December 8th 2004 around 10:00pm at the Al Rosa Villa in Columbus OH. there were 6 ppl killed including the shooter, Nathan Gail. among the dead are three crowd memebers, one roadie, and the guitarist, Dimebag Darrell. all will forever be missed by family, friends, groupies, and fans alike. Rest In Peace all of those who were killed. May the heavens great you as you decend from Earth. Your souls cast out of your bodies to be given eternal life. much love to the victims of the many killed. im sorry i couldnt properly pay my respects to the victims. i never got their names. but they will always be remembered as the loved of all who knew them and all who they were close to. so for these few days im seen, i will be in black. to mourn the death of all. including the great guitarist, Dimebag Darrell. (this is my tribute to all who were killed & all who will be missed) -Kaatje-

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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

   Personal Note

This isnt Kaatje this ish Reok helping her with her site ^^ Kaatje I signed some gbs ok? Added some friends just for you. I hope you like your avartar and back ground! - Reoku- ps If you need any more help i'll do my best, just ask.

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Saturday, December 4, 2004

Left Out -By Shine Down-

Left Out Where's that space of fear you hide? Have you gone way beyond the center Out there in space I know you need to get even Tell me the one about the hand that holds you down Because the bruise on your face, it always seems to stay around And tell me the one about the hand that holds you down Because you seem to be lost, with no intention to be found So how does it feel And how does it feel To be the one whose always in the way To be the words that never made the page Be the one that's always Left out in the rain Tell me again about the spark that met the flame And tell me again about the man who went insane Is there a place within for redemption Is there a voice inside with a decision And if so when, and if so then, where's the conviction So how does it feel And how does it feel CHORUS I know that you need to get even And I know it's for all the right reasons And I, well I know that your staring at the edge And I, well I know that you need to get even CHORUS this song is sad. well & kinda odd but i luv it!

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Mango U ASSHOLE!

LAMANGO IS GONNA GET HIS ASS KICKED! im so fucking sick of people figthting w/ meh friends & making me pissed enough to leave a convo.!! i hate that bastard & i hate the fact that reoku luvs him! but i luv reoku as my friend & almost like a sister. & i wont kill him while she still luvs him so i dont hurt her. right now im hurt by mango & tillers! they dont seem 2 care so neither do i! well i hope that tilly can get over being a bitch 4 a while & mango goes & dies in a ditch, um... i hope he hurts himself & ends up in the hospital. ok im not wishing death on him reoku. -much luv- (yeah right)

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Friday, December 3, 2004

Three Nil

Chaos-its just the begining Every promise i made im rescinding Center mass in the middle of the monster Im getting tired of drowning the constant Cry for help Its debatable The only reason that you love me is im hated by all Come on-come see the disfunction I guess we're gonna leave it open for discussion Who am i? And where am i going? Maybe im looking in the wrong direction Maybe im looking for any direction This is not my war-this is not my fight This is something more-This is not my life (this is not my) Revolution (this is not my) Convilution (this is not my) Expectation (this is not my) Desperation Hold up, scarred and tamed for hte hell of it Look at me-i am the glorified malcontent Save me? save this! All i gotta do is give up and all is forgiven Im sick-of being the butt of a cosmic joke and i dont get the punch line A million people lined up for miles To see the great big mouth shut up and apologize This is not my war-this is not my fight This is something more-this is not my life (this is not my) Revolution (this is not my) Convolution (this is not my)only reason to question why Today, i said goodbye! goodbye! Oh i didnt need to leave to stay right here Today, i said goodbye! Im the pariah (break me) I am the liar (save me) I can take anything (make me) Accuse me of everything (take me) Cut off the system (shape me) Deny my existence (waste me) I wont be afraid (try me) I wont be unmade (deny me) So come on-break it off Come on-buy the lie Come on-say it, say it Come on Say goodbye! Goodbye! Oh i didnt need to leave to stay right here Today, i said goodbye! Goodbye! Oh i didnt need to leave to stay right here Today i said goodbye! this is Three Nil by Slipknot, its also how i've been feeling lately. hope u enjoy it!

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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

just outta things 2 say

hey all im in an odd mood & im listening 2 my yahoo radio. HAPPY CHRISTMAS & A MERRY NEW YEAR 2 YA'LL!!! god i hate ppl who say ya'll... *shiver* well hope every1s havin' a good life 'cuz thats the way we should all live... happily... oh who am i kidding? LIFE FREAKIN' SUX & THERES NOTHIN' ANY1 CAN SAY OR DO ABOUT IT!! well luv ya all & hope ur doin' ok. -much luv- Kaatje

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Sunday, November 28, 2004

   I FEEL STUPID!!

i just PMed myself. well not really myself my muffin friend who claimed 2 b me on here. well luv 2 all yes including u tillers. i luv ya.& dont 4get that or i'll kill u!srry bout the fight we just finished when i left the CZ. i still care even though i dont want 2. i luv ya. bai 4 now & 4 always. i dont really c a point in trying 2 care 4 those who dont want u 2 care. & i dont know y im still the friend of a person i always fight w/ but i am. & i cant change it. i luv ya tills. c ya whenever i decide i wanna b seen by others. i just want u 2 know... i hate fighting w/ friends. exspecially friends like u. & it hurts me enough 2 make me cry when i do. u know i dont cry 4 much. but this hurts tills. i hope u can 4give me, cuz i've already 4given u. 4 what? i dont know. but i am 4giving u & i'll continue 4giving u as long as u still care enough 2 count me as a 'careing' friend. well i hope i c ya sometime. maybeh never... but oh well theres always camp in a few months... c ya luv sent 2 u is luv unwaisted. unless u dont want it then its always been & always will b waisted on u. i luv u as my friend & my sister, & i want u 2 know that not much can change that. plz comment on this tills. i need 2 stop crying over some1 who tears will never stop flowing 4.

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