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Monday, December 20, 2004


the world is cold
this place is nothing but a series of unhappy endings. the world is cold. theres nothing we can do about it but live in this place of hate. I HATE ALL WHO ARE EVIL!! all they want me to do is cry. well i hope they're happy!!! *cries* i dont believe that people can be so cruel. they all must die. but do i have courage enough to kill them? no. they cant die. that only proves that im no better than they are. i hate them and want them dead. i want them to suffer as i do everyday at they're expense. but i wont make it happen. i cant. im not that soulless. no matter how i try to make myself and everyone around me believe it. i only wanted it to end. i dont believe anyone should suffer as i did. and as i do. life is so unfair and unreal. the world is crumbling at my feet. and i feel so responsable. WHY THE HELL MUST YOU ALL TORTURE ME? i just want to be left alone! is that so fucking much to ask?! why the hell do they have to torture me for it?!
i want you to all see that im not so worthless!! everyone will die at my exspense. i just want to stop crying!! someone come and stop my tears. someone come and tell me that they care about me. someone please look over my difference from you and love me!! im so hated! i hate them all for it! i want them all to die!!!

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