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Happiness is what you make it to be. Not everyone has the perfect life. But most of us just look away from those people. Have you ever thought of taking your own life, because no one believed in you? If you have, read these words.
There is someone out there, that needs you more than anything in this world. God has a plan for us all. We were put here for a reason and if we take our lives, who's going to be the one to make the person that loves them happy?
My uncle commited suicide. He was one of my best friends in this world. Now, I think of him as a coward everytime I cry because of what he did. Commiting suicide is easy, yes. But at the same time, it's hard. How do you know, that all your troubles will be over what you pull the trigger, jump, cut yourself, ect.?
How do you know, that the legacy you created with your pain won't be felt by your loved ones? Why would you pain them and put all your troubles on them? When you look at them from beyond, will you see happiness? Or will you be troubled by their faces? Will you find comfort in their pain? Or will you weep?
I know what it's like to be lonely. I know what it's like not to have friends. But I found people who made me smile. I found Mistral, Reoku, chibi-sbg, Zero-Omega, Kagahrae, and all my friends at school and at my old school. They are my happiness. Them and my poetry are the reasons I live. Now, don't let anything get you down. Don't kill yourself, be it suicide, or with regret. You have one life to live. Everyone has one life to love you in. Life is short enough already. There's already a limited time to love a person. Don't be the downer forever. Smile every once in a while. Be happy that you have at least one thing that makes that smile appear. I have to leave now, but I leave you with these words, I may say that I hate everyone. But mainly I just hate people in general. They are selfish, but can be good hearted. Even if someone you don't know irl loves you, it's love, and you should hold onto it as long as you can. I know most of you have stopped reading by now, or saw it and never read it at all, but these are the wisest words I know. Live, Fly like a bird, even if you are flying against a tornado of pain and lies. FLY!
~Kaatje~^.>
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